Long story short....
mum diagnosed with cancer, christmas came, christmas went, made myself ill taking care of my mum, mum thankless, torn apart inside with conflict of emotion, started Total Rock video podcasts-my dream, interviewed famous bands, mum got more sick, mum died, saw dead body, still cant sleep, interviewed favourite band machine head, went straight to funeral, cried, shouted, got angry, went to gig and it was the most emotional thing ever, ironically young girl thought it would be funny to chant machine fucking head your mum is fucking dead, she didnt know but wanted to hit her, got new job, pay rise in three months, dog may have cancer, cried about dog...fighting mums family in court as they are trying to steal my entire inheritance, thankful i have a patient boyfriend
but strangely apart from the odd down moment i think im ok.
how are you?
mum diagnosed with cancer, christmas came, christmas went, made myself ill taking care of my mum, mum thankless, torn apart inside with conflict of emotion, started Total Rock video podcasts-my dream, interviewed famous bands, mum got more sick, mum died, saw dead body, still cant sleep, interviewed favourite band machine head, went straight to funeral, cried, shouted, got angry, went to gig and it was the most emotional thing ever, ironically young girl thought it would be funny to chant machine fucking head your mum is fucking dead, she didnt know but wanted to hit her, got new job, pay rise in three months, dog may have cancer, cried about dog...fighting mums family in court as they are trying to steal my entire inheritance, thankful i have a patient boyfriend
but strangely apart from the odd down moment i think im ok.
how are you?
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that's the question, does she love me (as a friend)? she shouldn't act like she does if she was a friend and didn't lie about how close we were.