oooh how exciting, I got to DJ and host at the hellfire festival! I met an amazing guy from the band anterior they are awsome. He said something to me that made me reflect......its something that has always been said to me.
''when I saw you I thought I cant be arsed to talk to her, she looks well full of herself. Then when I spoke to you, you are the funniest most down to earth girl ive ever met''
I know this is a comment on his judgement not on me......but it is.
I feel like people aproach me me because they are looking for something im not. So i dont meet people I would like because I dont look like someone they would like.
I dont like this fact....it hurts my head.
Two exes confided in mutual friends they dumped me because they felt I was too pretty (i dont see myself this way)
Three exes have said I annoy them because im too kind and spend most of my day laughing so they feel bad about themselves.
In what world have these become bad qualities??!!
The shitty thing is people make me question who I am, because i desperately want to fit in. But all im doing is being made insecure by other peoples insecurities
if you read that thankyou it was an odd rant...not one I intend anyone to read. Im just confused.
''when I saw you I thought I cant be arsed to talk to her, she looks well full of herself. Then when I spoke to you, you are the funniest most down to earth girl ive ever met''
I know this is a comment on his judgement not on me......but it is.
I feel like people aproach me me because they are looking for something im not. So i dont meet people I would like because I dont look like someone they would like.
I dont like this fact....it hurts my head.
Two exes confided in mutual friends they dumped me because they felt I was too pretty (i dont see myself this way)
Three exes have said I annoy them because im too kind and spend most of my day laughing so they feel bad about themselves.
In what world have these become bad qualities??!!
The shitty thing is people make me question who I am, because i desperately want to fit in. But all im doing is being made insecure by other peoples insecurities
if you read that thankyou it was an odd rant...not one I intend anyone to read. Im just confused.
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Good 2009 so far?
I've said it before, but try and not worry about other peoples opinions of you. If you're comfortable with who you are, then to hell with everyone else.
Take care honey.