today i saw the beauty of a raindrop, cascading colours accross a purple sky.
then i blinked, and it was gone.
then i blinked, and it was gone.
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I realised everyone who added me must think im such a moody bastard!! Im not always sad...in fact much to the contrary. I guess i use this blog as an outlet. Good news...i love my radio show on total rock it rules...ill send out details next week...you gotta listen!! 
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shanedoe:
yay, you like Buffy!!! 
outlets are good, no matter what kind of and i think using the blog is perfectly fine. you have a radio show?
outlets are good, no matter what kind of and i think using the blog is perfectly fine. you have a radio show?
shanedoe:
because sometimes i can't live with those memories.
Buffy is so good! everyone i know is like "what? buffy?? that show sucks." but none of them has ever seen it... lol
what are your favorites?
Dursilla is mine, but there are many others as well like Spike and Willow.
Buffy is so good! everyone i know is like "what? buffy?? that show sucks." but none of them has ever seen it... lol
what are your favorites?
Dursilla is mine, but there are many others as well like Spike and Willow.
my boyfriend just dumped me.....i feel like a worthless nothing
idgas:
I doubt you are worthless. If you were worthless having a man/woman would not make you valuable.
I am sorry your boyfriend dumped you. I can relate to your pain my marriage is ending. Life will go on we shall too.
I am sorry your boyfriend dumped you. I can relate to your pain my marriage is ending. Life will go on we shall too.
markbousfield:
Man, what a twat! We'll rip up the town on Friday Soph, Camden won't know what hit it x
so...the london tattoo convention couldnt have been better!!
i was known as the girl that qued for 6hrs but it was worth it...i have a beautiful new joe capobianco piece!!
Its a crying medusa...one of the stories said she was one of the most beautiful of all women, but she was raped by one of the gods. Athena was so angry at her for letting...
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i was known as the girl that qued for 6hrs but it was worth it...i have a beautiful new joe capobianco piece!!
Its a crying medusa...one of the stories said she was one of the most beautiful of all women, but she was raped by one of the gods. Athena was so angry at her for letting...
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idgas:
Congratulations on the new tattoo.
curioustomcat:
I remember that it were three sisters and Medusa just one of them . the Gorgons.
how do you recover from a death? i assumed it would get better but it doesnt. when the one person who loves you no matter what is gone. Its the most lonely feeling in the world, because unconditional love cant be replicated.
im numb, just a shell. nothing matters, i cant be happy, i cant feel sad .....just lost. i dont care.
but like a...
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im numb, just a shell. nothing matters, i cant be happy, i cant feel sad .....just lost. i dont care.
but like a...
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dirtydoctor:
Real sorry to hear this. I wish you strength and hope you find something or someone that inspires you again!
barny:
unconditional love cannot be replaced, but doesnt come along often.
this is so very true about artists. i live in the moment alot and... its all about the feeling of the moment
"because they only get happiness from instant gratification."
this is so very true about artists. i live in the moment alot and... its all about the feeling of the moment
"because they only get happiness from instant gratification."
the question stands can a man be an island- take solace and comfort from only shallow interaction and goals achieved alone. Most people exist, i seek more, i wish to live. this leads to over analysis and constant pain and disappointment.
You can never know another person, only understand them. With this understanding, you trust them which inevitably leads to hurt. So i ask myself,...
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You can never know another person, only understand them. With this understanding, you trust them which inevitably leads to hurt. So i ask myself,...
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discosleaze:
it is worth a try.
youre beautiful! i love your third profile picture!
have you thought about trying out for sg?
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youre beautiful! i love your third profile picture!
have you thought about trying out for sg?
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the_boss:
*Pokes*
I realised something today
An artist can never be content............
because they only get happiness from instant gratification.
I coast through life waiting for the next high.......missing the simple things that greet me every day.
An artist can never be content............
because they only get happiness from instant gratification.
I coast through life waiting for the next high.......missing the simple things that greet me every day.
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hermes:
Well the danger is that if you ever become entirely satisfied with something you've created, then this may be followed by the realisation that you're never going to do any better, and that your life may be downhill from there 
However, if you're truly driven to create and explore, then I am not sure that you can ever be satisfied. There is something within people like us that just keeps pushing us, and keeps making us re-examine the things that other people take for granted. One could argue than it has something to do with Platonism, and seeking forms and ideals then will never, ever truly be realised, even if we knew they are there. *shrugs*
To be honest I almost envy the normal people. It must be great to just to be a sheep and wallow in mediocrity without being kept all night worrying about the nature of human existence.
However, if you're truly driven to create and explore, then I am not sure that you can ever be satisfied. There is something within people like us that just keeps pushing us, and keeps making us re-examine the things that other people take for granted. One could argue than it has something to do with Platonism, and seeking forms and ideals then will never, ever truly be realised, even if we knew they are there. *shrugs*
To be honest I almost envy the normal people. It must be great to just to be a sheep and wallow in mediocrity without being kept all night worrying about the nature of human existence.
molar:
Thanks lady and nice to meet you 
You have a good, strong, feminine look yourself, works well on your pics
I think I am opposite, I enjoy the small things in life and that's what sets me free. I notice a look between two lovers, the way the sun sets, a quiet smile reading a heart-warming text... A mundane, average day can become a thing of beauty and pleasure rather than the soul-sucking rat race.
You have a good, strong, feminine look yourself, works well on your pics
I think I am opposite, I enjoy the small things in life and that's what sets me free. I notice a look between two lovers, the way the sun sets, a quiet smile reading a heart-warming text... A mundane, average day can become a thing of beauty and pleasure rather than the soul-sucking rat race.
3 new piercings today......why is it everyone manages to knock them.......man im a wimp!!!!! 
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ki1:
i think it's brave. i can do tatt's but i wimp out at piercing. leaves me cold.
doublel:
Holy shitballs Batman, Sophie's looking niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiice in the profile pic!
Heh heh, just thought I'd let you know.
Sorry 'bout the piercing pain. Get it? "Piercing" pain?
I know. I'll stop now.
Edit: I went back and read the previous blogs to get a perspective, and I read the one about the random date scenarios...the one about the sneeze made me laugh out loud for 3 mintues solid! And that's a long time to be laughing!
Heh heh, just thought I'd let you know.
Sorry 'bout the piercing pain. Get it? "Piercing" pain?
I know. I'll stop now.
Edit: I went back and read the previous blogs to get a perspective, and I read the one about the random date scenarios...the one about the sneeze made me laugh out loud for 3 mintues solid! And that's a long time to be laughing!
A boy made me cry today 
. I dont understand, same story different guy..... he falls quite quick, moves very quick, laughs too hard, feels something new...........then freaks himself out. Im not one of those girls who is all about the serious, i dont get too jealous i just think relationships should consist of laughing till you could vomit and mind blowing filthy sex. oh...
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. I dont understand, same story different guy..... he falls quite quick, moves very quick, laughs too hard, feels something new...........then freaks himself out. Im not one of those girls who is all about the serious, i dont get too jealous i just think relationships should consist of laughing till you could vomit and mind blowing filthy sex. oh... Read More
ki1:
damn girl. stop dating band boys! go for someone normal foir a change. ther must be guys out there who are normal. right?
shaneapex:
Find an import. Someone from outside the country, give that a whirl. Maybe a Canadian! I do know a couple in London.
im bored and ill
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doublel:
Don't be bored and ill. Be sick and twisted
demon:
mmmm when youre ill most of the time you get bored, cause you cant get out and do things normally but is not forever... so be pacient
Well quick update on hot date......it went well! i think i even came across as mildly sane!! he seems very keen but one question.........is it ever ok for a guy to txt a penis pic?! now ive had guys do it before and im always left wondering why!
Now, im not gay , but id rather see a naked woman than a man......a penis is...
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Now, im not gay , but id rather see a naked woman than a man......a penis is...
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HHHEEELLPP!!!
OK so been off the dating scene for a while because i had a bad break up that totally shot my ego to pieces!
got a date with a hot metal band dude coming up this week, why do i need help....let me explain
my ex: first date: picture the scene....a very romantic meal, conversation going well, I try to cut my chicken, knife...
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OK so been off the dating scene for a while because i had a bad break up that totally shot my ego to pieces!
got a date with a hot metal band dude coming up this week, why do i need help....let me explain
my ex: first date: picture the scene....a very romantic meal, conversation going well, I try to cut my chicken, knife...
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autumnrain:
be yourself just toned down a bit. i'm a goofball myself, and i've found that it's best to ease it onto people. that way they have time to adjust to the goofiness. the only people that jump in headfirst with a goofball and take it standing are goofballs. if he has a great sense of humor then you have nothing to worry about. maybe you'll get lucky and if something does happen he'll just laugh it off and keep right on going.
neonp1nk:
i think i love you myself. Im not the only person who seems to make a strange event occur here and there. I think everyone has their fair share of *oopsies* so... dont worry about it. Get out there on your date and have a god damn awesome time.
Ha.
Tell me more TV lady...