sopadopa

goddamn i am such a jerk. i am sorry. i just really hate being touched randomly.

can i say that the random bump and grind on the bus gives me the shivers? can i admit that i dont like those kind of shivers? we all have to accept touch, i know, but the unknowing stranger hurts me more than the just tonight you are a piece of meat.

i cant figure out where that person stands: random grinder, meat seeker, or other. the other is what gets me. holy crap where is the trust?

damn i am old.