I'm already not a people person. This last six months have been kinda hard. good news is im going home for awhile in 2 months. Get our of this country for a lil but. then come back for like for another 4. it will be okay. things have been kinda shaky back home. now they jjust exploded. i told babies moma how i feel and hormones and clingyness and he psyconess have erupted. told her i just dont want to be with her. when i got home for a bit im going to fall asleep for a bit and hse is goign to cut my kindeys out and sell them on the black market. shitty thing is i wana see my kid. i dono. well i guess i can do the 18x program now since she wont be bitching me out the whole time. but. o well fucker her. i can chase my dream now.
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