sonofabeach

It's kinda depressing. My first time in the sand box no one wrote. I never cried cause thats the last place on earth you want to lose composure, but for some reason I feel more depressed about it here back in the states. there is a tendancy of mine to push people away. Am I antisocial. I'm trying to change that, but it's kinda a pain in the ass to talk to people. When i'm with the marines its like every single one of them has a wife or kids...or both...or parents...they have something to look foward to. Not to mention that i'm also the oldest person in the division aside from gunnery sgt. Maybe I should buy a gold fish.