soniclu667

tuesday is well. i must say that i do love missy though, she is so nice and so efficient!
i realized the other night i might be meant to just be a drifter for the rest of my life. you know, leave the past and bad memories behind and start all over. i could change my name a lot and all that good stuff...but im aching to leave minnesota, dont get me wrong, i love this place, but the memories and past is really getting to me in a bad way. i realized that i already ditched wisconsin for the same reasons i want to ditch MN, and rightly so with WI. gross. but im considering a lot of things right now, i feel like my degree is worthless. i can be happy poor i think. im already pretty smart, why should hamline have to tell me that if i already know it? i dont, im just sorta making some pretty interesting decisions and im weighing some stuff out...
*melissa*

oh wow. im too close to either killing myself or running away for always. why is it that the one person you love the most hurts you more than anything? all i wanted was respect, instead i got hit by a car...
i hope this night/week/month/year/life ends soon. im tired of all this shit.