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So i was watering over the suicide boys today and made a decision. i will swallow my fucking pride and say this. My ex-boy friend, jonathan, would make the most beautiful, sensual sb ever. NOW, i know he's on this site, and might come across this entry. This does not mean he's forgiven just not forgotten. and in the midst of this thought - i've realized another. i'm falling for a bad boy. arian. sexy. DANGER ! DANGER ! - must shift my brain guts and hearts - i am not haviong any of this !