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so it's saturday night and i'm sitting at home.

how. fucking. sad.

oh well, tough luck, eh?

i've just finished 3 hours work and now i have nothing to do because the plans that i half make always seem to die in the arse before they eventuate. that is unless i make plans for make out or movies. but there will be none of that...
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magpi:
weekends home alown arnt all that bad
give you a chance to get shit done

either that or just do sweet fa and watch dvds
boxfrog:
Happy new year. Hope you had fun.
Big hugs the nutter smile
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so the guy at work shook my hand and made me kiss him on the cheek tonight. it's weird, cos his skin is much softer than mine. it made me feel like a man and i said so. haha.


anyway, in other news, here is a list of the things i miss (it's pretty long.. sorry) :

i miss my mum
i miss the times...
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anton:
You have to live in the past a bit. I think carrying around some pain is totally necessary. You've got to know where you've been to know where you're going, or something like that, hehe.

The fact you miss all of that - and your mum especially - shows you know how much it all means to you. Which is awesome.
livingdeadkirst:
reading your list makes me think of all the things i miss. and writing a list really does make you realise all the things that you do miss. i think if i wrote a list of all the things i miss it would only make me cry frown
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so i got the job at the french restaurant where the waiter and second chef are hot and the head waiter is not.

but hey, who's complaining when you have an excuse to touch a mad hot guy just to 'get by' to get to the wine glasses or to lean under him to reach the bench beneath?

right now i'm telling the boys on...
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lozza123:
I got a job too, only in a cafe with a weird little asian man as my boss. He's a tight arse.
misscb:
You look absolutely beautiful sweetheart!!

Congratulations on the job!!!
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be warned! you're in for a rant of a read:

so today i get to work on time, all is cool, then we get told to go to the meeting room. so i go, and then they announce all the people who have done well with their ca (chartered accountants) exams and those who merit listed, etc. THEN they announced the promotions which will begin...
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aaronsrod:
I just dropped by to say hi and got cought up in your latest journal entry, wow my head hurts after that I think I need a lie down.
For real I don't hate you, I hope shit works out for you pretty girl.
boxfrog:
Life has its ups and downs.
The downs have too riden out. the hi's have to be rideen for as long as possible. .
I would not promote somene that had enough on there plate allready......
There saving you until better times.
Do your best.
love and embrace...
Big hugs slobbers and kissies
The nutter
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i can't believe that tonight is the night that one month ago my mother was still alive.

for all of those that don't know (and that's everyone here) my mum's been gone for a month tomorrow and i'm not handling it very well.

there are some people in this world that you just can't do anything for. and sadly, she was one of them.

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tamson:
hmm allthough i live in a different state to my mum, i duno what i would do without her.. its def a hard thing, but life goes on, and im sure she would wanna be looking down from wherever knowing that her daughter is happy.. she wouldnt want you to be sad!!
boxfrog:
Don't know how i would cope with out my mum. I lost my dad a few years back which was pretty rough. Lost my best mate not long after that, which was even harder.
Its a tuff one too deal with. All those plans and ideas all of a sudden stop. Every once in a while I find something out and think to myself i must tell dylan that, but i can't cause he not here any more. Still find myself walking into fishing shops looking for a christmas present for my dad. Even though theres no point.
Good to hear you have some good friends and surport.
Big hugs and cuddles the nutter smile
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Hey guys and dolls : )

i'm new around here and just wanted to say hi.

so if you come across the new girl and find yourself reading about me or looking at the silly photo i posted, drop me a line and introduce your sweet self to me : )

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kimi:
You are so beautiful !!! Welcome.
boxfrog:
Hello new girl. Allways nice to see someone new on SG.
In a bit the Nutter smile