Sunday Dec 05, 2004

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i can't believe that tonight is the night that one month ago my mother was still alive.

for all of those that don't know (and that's everyone here) my mum's been gone for a month tomorrow and i'm not handling it very well.

there are some people in this world that you just can't do anything for. and sadly, she was one of them.

and when she died i realised who my friends were.. and that's still happening now. it's still going on every day. realising who is there for you, losing whoever is not.

if there's anything i want any of you to get from this post it's that your family is more important than you think. and if you love someone, you should make sure they always know, because one day it could mean the difference between life and death. (maybe)

i really fucking hope she's up there partying.
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tamson:
hmm allthough i live in a different state to my mum, i duno what i would do without her.. its def a hard thing, but life goes on, and im sure she would wanna be looking down from wherever knowing that her daughter is happy.. she wouldnt want you to be sad!!
boxfrog:
Don't know how i would cope with out my mum. I lost my dad a few years back which was pretty rough. Lost my best mate not long after that, which was even harder.
Its a tuff one too deal with. All those plans and ideas all of a sudden stop. Every once in a while I find something out and think to myself i must tell dylan that, but i can't cause he not here any more. Still find myself walking into fishing shops looking for a christmas present for my dad. Even though theres no point.
Good to hear you have some good friends and surport.
Big hugs and cuddles the nutter smile

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