I am so grateful for all of you members, SGs, SGHs, staff and all my personal fans on this site because if it weren’t for you guys, I wouldn’t have become an official SG and I wouldn’t continue to earn SOTDs! Because of my most recent SOTD I was finally able to get my driver’s license back after being suspended for 5 years due to outstanding fines. 😳😱😆🎉🎊
I’m not a criminal and I’m not a dumb young adult who doesn’t know responsibility; I’m just dirt poor and both my parents abandoned me at a young age and still continue to not help me in any way. I wasn’t a bad kid and I never broke the law or did anything to make my parents disown me like that; they’ve just never wanted me since the day I was conceived and my mother made sure to remind me of that everyday that I existed until she kicked me out at 17.
So most days I couldn’t do the whole 5 different bills plus rent, just to live in a home and then on top of that trying to work and go to school (while also paying for it) and pay for a vehicle to do that plus insurance on that vehicle and gas AND if I had any money left over I would eat very little cheap food or I just wouldn’t eat that day if i didn’t have the money. So my insurance relapsed because I couldn’t pay for, but I still had to go to work because, well you know, all other bills.. and I got pulled over and got a ticket because in AZ it’s illegal to not have car insurance 🙄 (which doesn’t help anyone except the insurance companies and the person you hit, because if someone hits YOU and doesn’t have insurance, you yourself are still screwed and you have to pay your insurance a deductible to fix it, which can be like $2,000 depending on the situation and your insurance)
I couldn’t afford the ticket because it’s over $900 just for that, so I got on a payment plan. But because cost of living just keeps going up I couldn’t keep up with the payment plan, so they suspended my driver’s license.... which seems redundant because how am I going to get to work to pay for the ticket, huh? Soooo... that’s honestly why I haven’t traveled anywhere, that’s why I couldn’t shoot as many sets and that’s why I have felt trapped and miserable for 5 years...... BUT
because of my SOTDs I have been able to keep up with my bills and recently pay the fine to get my license back and my life back 😊 I will continue to sincerely thank every single one of you and I will continue to make the best content and sets I possibly can, because this site and this community has helped me so much! So much more than my own parents or family ever have!
I don’t really get to use my SOTDs to spoil myself or anything like that, so I appreciate them so much when I do receive them. And my next SOTD I hope to get myself a car again, so I can travel and so I can shoot more sets for SuicideGirls and shoot sets for SGs and SGHs!
Thank you from the bottom of my heart ❤️
@missy @rambo @sean
