First of all, I want to thank all of you for your amazing support and love on just about everything! 😆😘 I greatly appreciate it 😊 I've never had any sort of encouragement or support from anyone, for anything. My family isn't the greatest and I don't really have a relationship with any of them. I realize it takes both sides to make a family, but the way they treat me and others has had me wishing for a new family since I was very young. I wasn't a very happy child growing up and my health has been affected greatly because of it. I was always the kid coerced into the corner minding my manners and my own business. I was a mystery, no one knew what was wrong because I never told anyone. Since I was born, there has always been a lack of compassion towards me and that had cause me to be a very sad and lonely child. I too lacked most compassion, because it was not familiar to me... it was as if the concept was never taught or shown to me 😕 No, that's not my fault in any way, but it is now my responsibility to better myself, now that I am aware of what's really going on.
So, I've decided to dedicate the rest of my life to making myself happy, and restoring the damage done from my childhood. My progress lately has been so tremendous and noticeable and the support I've received from this community is astonishing. So much so, that it has been helping me be kinder and gentler towards strangers and people I knew previously.
My mental health affects my physical health every second of everyday and vice versa. And of course it does, everything in our bodies is connected! We are a cycle. Life is a cycle! And a straighter spine is a healthier mind 😊 So far that's where I'm at! My spine gets straighter everyday and my thoughts are more and more positive every minute 😆
Anyway, I guess what I'm trying to say is, all I want is family and friends who will love and support me, no matter what my decisions are and no matter what opinions I have and the SG community feels so much like that family, that I am still so grateful I have been accepted into this community 😊❤️ And I will continue to be grateful and I will thank you every chance I get! The transition from complete isolation to the limelight is a tough one, and it's taking me a bit longer than others, but it is a goal and a dream and I will never give up. I am a fighter and I won't stop until I get what I want.
So that is why I am here, and that is why I will never give up on myself. This is my biggest accomplishment in life and I am personally proud of myself. I should be! Thank you so much, truly 😘💙❤️ @missy @rambo
