somebodys_lie

Sooooooooooooo.... This guy that I was seeing decided to go to NZ for '3 months'. That was fine. He left at the end of May and things were great, we stayed in contact everyday and told each other we loved each other. And than in July I started getting this feeling that something wasn't right. So I checked his email (yea yea... I know). Anyway, good thing I did. Because turns out he was on some dating site down there. So I asked him about it and he didn't deny it. He did however tell me that it WASN'T cheating. Umm... hello - thats effing cheating! After I confronted him he proceeded to tell me that it didn't matter anyway because he wasn't coming home ever. So fine - I ended it because first of all I don't date cheaters and second he lied and lead me on for 2 months while he was probably off screwing around on me and than calling me to tell me that he loved ME. So one hole in the wall, a broken hand and a month later - guess who sends me a text message. Yes - he did. So answer me this: What gives him the right that he thinks he has any right to know what is going on in my life. He lost that privilege when he ripped my heart out of my chest, stomped on it and put it back in me.

On the other hand - Im getting some rad new ink tomorrow. Which is a good thing. A good release for me. I've been waiting for so long and it's finally here! I can't wait! Officially though September 15 is the date for the completed piece. It's going to look amazing! My artist Jill did an amazing job doing it.

I started my running class last night and it was amazing! Im planning to run a marathon next summer so I'll be training really hard this year so that I can meet my goal!

Anyway - thats it dudes!

Oh and no I didn't respond to his message. He's not worth it. You know why? Because Im rad! And life is great! I don't need him to complete it!

Fuck yea.