Im back in college!
Yes... As much as I dread the classes (and I do) I got a 3.6 GPA my first simester, and managed to get myself on the dean's list, so Im not dreading them for reasons of grade.
In truth they all seem amazingly EASY but quite possibly very BORING and I've read most of the books on business in the library that were worth reading, and some that weren't. Granted, there are some left, and enough in other subjects that I find interesting (like social engineering and sociology) but while teaching myself the things college isn't is interesting it's also lonely.
Ive got a few friends... But I really need more human interaction. Not just interaction, mind, but admiration. Im not just the funny, faintly distracted, man I seem to some. I've got dreams that race through my head like fire, things I tried to express in art and couldn't, things that I know I can make real. Not just because Im smart enough but because, unlike many who dream of greatness, Im actually working towards my goals every day.
I need to be admired for the things I know.
I need to be admired for the things I will do.
I need to be admired because... Well. Im me. And quite frankly, Im extremely narcisistic, despite the fact that Im soft spoken and nice, because I know that I am going to do great things with my life.
I think Im going to start a club, anyways. Social ability is a skill like any other, and so is leadership. If I work on it I think I can get even better than I am.
I am alright being the silly guy, the nice guy. But respect. I could use some of that, too.
Have I mentioned that Im completely honest?
Did I tell you that I generally mean that as a warning?
Ah well. If you want to keep reading my journal, I certainly don't mind. Just keep in fact that I am just a tad narcisistic. And we do tend to talk to ourselves more than anyone, even when pouring our heart out into a public journal thing, no? In any case, I respond to every comment, and thats better than most. If nothing else it's a way to get one more comment in your journal... even if there's an off chance it will be mostly me talking to myself again
Yes... As much as I dread the classes (and I do) I got a 3.6 GPA my first simester, and managed to get myself on the dean's list, so Im not dreading them for reasons of grade.
In truth they all seem amazingly EASY but quite possibly very BORING and I've read most of the books on business in the library that were worth reading, and some that weren't. Granted, there are some left, and enough in other subjects that I find interesting (like social engineering and sociology) but while teaching myself the things college isn't is interesting it's also lonely.
Ive got a few friends... But I really need more human interaction. Not just interaction, mind, but admiration. Im not just the funny, faintly distracted, man I seem to some. I've got dreams that race through my head like fire, things I tried to express in art and couldn't, things that I know I can make real. Not just because Im smart enough but because, unlike many who dream of greatness, Im actually working towards my goals every day.
I need to be admired for the things I know.
I need to be admired for the things I will do.
I need to be admired because... Well. Im me. And quite frankly, Im extremely narcisistic, despite the fact that Im soft spoken and nice, because I know that I am going to do great things with my life.
I think Im going to start a club, anyways. Social ability is a skill like any other, and so is leadership. If I work on it I think I can get even better than I am.
I am alright being the silly guy, the nice guy. But respect. I could use some of that, too.
Have I mentioned that Im completely honest?
Did I tell you that I generally mean that as a warning?
Ah well. If you want to keep reading my journal, I certainly don't mind. Just keep in fact that I am just a tad narcisistic. And we do tend to talk to ourselves more than anyone, even when pouring our heart out into a public journal thing, no? In any case, I respond to every comment, and thats better than most. If nothing else it's a way to get one more comment in your journal... even if there's an off chance it will be mostly me talking to myself again
A "Liberal Slut" t-shirt with a skull and bones on the front.
A "Jesus is watching you masturbate" thong.
A subscription to the New Yorker
A pair of amazingly beautiful earrings.
college blows.
i dropped out after one semester.
<-- loser.