my mom died a year ago at around 10 or 11 pm, april 15th.
i'm not doing well with this.
i vomited last night (i never do that) for absolutely no discernable reason. i wonder if i'm holding my emotions in too much.
my anxiety is at a higher level than usual... i can't breathe well, and i'm shaking a lot. i still feel pukey......
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i'm not doing well with this.
i vomited last night (i never do that) for absolutely no discernable reason. i wonder if i'm holding my emotions in too much.
my anxiety is at a higher level than usual... i can't breathe well, and i'm shaking a lot. i still feel pukey......
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i have nothing to say.
word.
i need to start thinking about if it's worth finding a photographer to shoot a set for SG only to have it fail.
it's like a challenge to me.
don't tell me i can't do something, because i will try my damnedest.
even if there is no visible reason for me to do so.
i don't need SG.
i...
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word.
i need to start thinking about if it's worth finding a photographer to shoot a set for SG only to have it fail.
it's like a challenge to me.
don't tell me i can't do something, because i will try my damnedest.
even if there is no visible reason for me to do so.
i don't need SG.
i...
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thora:
It's OK, the art will be there for 10 weeks. I can meet you there some time. 
hello!
it's weird now because i know a few of the SG's and i modelled with a couple of girls before they were SG's and... i remember back in the day i thought they were these awesome untouchable celebrity type people. now i know better. they're exactly the same as i am. just another fucked-up girl who wants people to see her naked.
awesome.
in...
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it's weird now because i know a few of the SG's and i modelled with a couple of girls before they were SG's and... i remember back in the day i thought they were these awesome untouchable celebrity type people. now i know better. they're exactly the same as i am. just another fucked-up girl who wants people to see her naked.
awesome.
in...
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thora:
Yes, the site has been reviving peeps' accounts for 3-month increments. Glad to see you on here!!!
coco:
Hmmm... I don't know if I know you, but I've been 'round these parts for ages! Or perhaps I've seen you in SF somewhere? 
alllrighty.
someone re-activated my account?
why the hell?
*not complaining*
~soma~
someone re-activated my account?
why the hell?
*not complaining*
~soma~
dionysia:
Gaiaonline is the coolest. But prepubescent teens keep humping me so I stay off now. 
P.S. Lovely pics. Interesing that you don't want to be a SG.
P.S. Lovely pics. Interesing that you don't want to be a SG.
dionysia:
Understandable. I did. Personally I didn't find any holes or anything just terrible. People that have a problem with SG just need to shove it in my opinion. Even as a newbie I can tell that people just get pissy when things don't go their way. I mean, alternative or not, this is modeling. It's not going to be just like taking some pictures in your backyard.
*off horse*
Yeah I hope my first set gets accepted because I'm bigger. I also can't seem to find a photographer in Texas. On the SG staff photographer page there's only one in Austin, Texas, and he's on vacation. I'm determined to shoot next week though. I'm going to use what I have, even if it's a photography major at my school. I don't think you'd have any problems though, you're beautiful. Especially if you've modeled before. You also have a great body.
*off horse*
Yeah I hope my first set gets accepted because I'm bigger. I also can't seem to find a photographer in Texas. On the SG staff photographer page there's only one in Austin, Texas, and he's on vacation. I'm determined to shoot next week though. I'm going to use what I have, even if it's a photography major at my school. I don't think you'd have any problems though, you're beautiful. Especially if you've modeled before. You also have a great body.
my first film credit!!
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lamiss:
lotsa love and thank you for the request.
kisses
***Miss***
kisses
***Miss***
adema:
great performance!!!!
you are beautiful
you have style 
you are beautiful
you have style so i'm sending out valentines to anyone who asks for one. it includes a 4x6" photo of myself. if you're interested, just send me a message with your address. i have 21 left.
this offer expires when i feel like it, when time runs out (which is soon,) or when all 21 are claimed.
~soma~
ps: i had a shoot last night that was actually...
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this offer expires when i feel like it, when time runs out (which is soon,) or when all 21 are claimed.
~soma~
ps: i had a shoot last night that was actually...
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jonnytrrrash7:
will do!
i'm only here for a month so don't get used to me.
i'm an experienced artistic nude/alternative/fetish model and photographer currently in the sf bay area, soon to be in the dc metro area and then onto the boston area.
please check out my myspace, livejournal, and deviantArt pages to learn more about me. all friendship requests are welcome.
~soma stardust~
i'm an experienced artistic nude/alternative/fetish model and photographer currently in the sf bay area, soon to be in the dc metro area and then onto the boston area.
please check out my myspace, livejournal, and deviantArt pages to learn more about me. all friendship requests are welcome.
~soma stardust~
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emotedcreations:
you're not too fucking bad yourself.... 
jonnytrrrash7:
2007 isn't off to the best start, but i guess i'm generally alright. i sent you an addy on myspace!