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I will never forget the hate in his eyes, the burning sensation in my heart; I will never forgive myself for causing him so much pain. This time I keep telling everybody this is my own fault. I hope he releases his anger, I hope he hates me now for all Ive done and stops being polite. He has the right to be mad, I will let him be mad at me even if its breaking my heart because I cant mend his.

I need to get some sleep, its exhausting to loose the most important person in your life knowing that it was because you couldnt be what you thought you were.