solisis

Emotional fluxuation as a constant bearing no evident and yet suitable explanation is, to me, an incredibly dumbfounding deportment of a given individual who expressed clearly, as without the presence of doubt, their refined intentions as a given and nonwitholding fact. Understanding that time and unforseen occurance weigh heavily in the constant of emotional conviction, when relating to the afforementioned unquestionable, one finds evermore the similarities in behavioral patterns between the common peoples and even the most anti-typical of human beings. This common reaction should be impressive considering the variance in personality from person to person, but all the more does it build in me the lack of amazement and inability to engross myself in its emotionally eroding poison. Through constant communication and assurance one finds comfort and relief, at the same time a lingering suspicion of truths forborne. Through periodical communication one might find the same results. Through irregular communication one might be granted space and assurance, yet provide the suspicion standard with all distant connections. Through absence of communication one might subject themselves to a rather uncomfortable emotion commonly defined as panic; not unlike suspicion. I would notice the pattern, not in thoery alone, but in also the practice and results of prior experiences. No exceptions to the current, albeit the lack of supporting evidence. I have yet to credit anything as a valid cause for emotional fluxuation in this day, as it stands, yet prepare myself subconsciously for the patterns emerging. So to say that it would come as no surprise.
A direct result of emotional fluxuation would be the dissipation of ones ability to trust intently in anothers words, and the gradual increase in the necessity to observe conviction in their actions and attitude toward the situation. An indirect method of creating a bastion I like to explain as misanthropic in origin. Misanthrope being the direct result of the constants of emotional fluxuation found collectively throughout the population of the globe, speaking relatively, of course. Prerequisites to such grants as trust and unquestionable faith, if there is a difference, hinder even the greatest of loves. It is not to be overlooked, the importance of adjustment when considering another, though difficult to apply. Selflessness is a trait of the said emotion, afterall. As is trust, though such things arent as easy to negotiate internally as the willingness to make acceptions in ones habits and routines.
To speak the all powerful trimorpheme, often abused and failed comprehension of the most basic deduction of its common application, and yet act contrary to the statement is, as best I can ascertain, emotional fluxuation in the purest of forms. Though understandable to a certain extent, I have failed time after time to reinforce the assurance of conviction despite communication and behavioral history. Though emotional fluxuation no longer surprises me, I am yet to be spared the always impressive lack of information relating to defection prior to the infraction of the point of no redemption. So to say, that I have yet to experience the honorable grant of understanding the flux before I should happen upon it personally. This, I can relate to a fear of consequence and deep seeded necessity of companionship. But thats another subject entirely.