A week has past.
They say University is much harder than any previous schooling years. Well it is much harder than that, even. At least I'm finding my course extremely demanding. I like it though. I like feeling challenged. I am no longer the best student, the straight A student I used to be in secondary school. Now I am just one of the 60 excellent students taking my course. And it gets to me harder than I thought it would, I somewhat feel less appreciated now.
Still haven't made any progress as far as making friends goes. Unfortunately, I'm a bit elitist. But how could I not be? Most people don't like the thinks I do. I doubt any preppy nerd would enjoy our eventual topics. I'm demanding. I enjoy body mods, music, I love sex. And I tend to dislike people. Those characteristics alone usually scare all the preppy nerds away.
I'm feeling a little better today though, and not so alone. I wanted to go out tonight, and see a Jazz concert here in Lisbon, but, as always, no one is here. Everyone goes away in the weekends.
As far as Suicide Girls go, it makes me a little sad that most of them show their cunts and spread their legs wide. It practically writes me off their list for that. I'd totally model for them if it weren't for the leg-spreading-cunt-showing deal. To me, that's not elegant, nor classy, nor beautiful. It's pure porn.
I've been thinking wether I'd buy new lenses for my Canon or not, and I decided I will. From now on, I'll start saving money for the Canon EF 50mm f/1.4 and the Sigma EF 24mm f/1.8. Both are really expensive. I really gotta start painting again and see if I can sell my work and earn some money.
I feel like eating chocolate gauffres and going to Paris or London. I miss travelling and seeing new things. I'm a bit high maintenance lately. Gotta control that.
I miss my dog.
They say University is much harder than any previous schooling years. Well it is much harder than that, even. At least I'm finding my course extremely demanding. I like it though. I like feeling challenged. I am no longer the best student, the straight A student I used to be in secondary school. Now I am just one of the 60 excellent students taking my course. And it gets to me harder than I thought it would, I somewhat feel less appreciated now.
Still haven't made any progress as far as making friends goes. Unfortunately, I'm a bit elitist. But how could I not be? Most people don't like the thinks I do. I doubt any preppy nerd would enjoy our eventual topics. I'm demanding. I enjoy body mods, music, I love sex. And I tend to dislike people. Those characteristics alone usually scare all the preppy nerds away.
I'm feeling a little better today though, and not so alone. I wanted to go out tonight, and see a Jazz concert here in Lisbon, but, as always, no one is here. Everyone goes away in the weekends.
As far as Suicide Girls go, it makes me a little sad that most of them show their cunts and spread their legs wide. It practically writes me off their list for that. I'd totally model for them if it weren't for the leg-spreading-cunt-showing deal. To me, that's not elegant, nor classy, nor beautiful. It's pure porn.
I've been thinking wether I'd buy new lenses for my Canon or not, and I decided I will. From now on, I'll start saving money for the Canon EF 50mm f/1.4 and the Sigma EF 24mm f/1.8. Both are really expensive. I really gotta start painting again and see if I can sell my work and earn some money.
I feel like eating chocolate gauffres and going to Paris or London. I miss travelling and seeing new things. I'm a bit high maintenance lately. Gotta control that.
I miss my dog.