soi

Well Im off to the virus 1 yr anniversary at conan's pub,! I went for the first time last week & had a blast.
ran right up & started steppin!

I just remodeled my whole room.
which reminds me...
"The only thing permanent is change"
I like living like that,
down on the sub-atomic level of things.
There is where
all in all
I am...
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I awoke from a deadly peaceful sleep.
why should I wake?

yes, I remember.....

Im addicted to objective reality.

when will I learn the dirrections to
the betty ford of modern moments.

I've been let down again,
all because I opened my eyes.
All because, I alone hear my hopes & cries.
To realize, its all lies.

That makes me happy.
that & everything is...
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no werk tommorrow
monday as my friday

sigh
and be high
why, are clear skies, full

I got my "freak show,coney island" T-shirt today!
Stokey-fied is meee.
ya know
when ya meet someone
ya like
like right off the bat
thrilled to see them
stokey-fied
yes

but

yes
I know that I show
not dance
but a deadbeat ringer
romance
buried in chance
lost at the mere thought of a glance

my stance
reconciliate
wipe the slate
so we may kneel...
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and soi
Transformed himself
again

myth like in nature
totem like in stature

surviour of an age
much much colder

soilder on
till
My shell is
gone

Yoooo
I almost forgot , Ima get me an east african flower mantis next week ! yarrrr !!!!
My last one died of mysterious causes...
just thought I'd share.
I still care.

wooosh
whatta rush of freshness

I digg josh we talked today over ol blue eyes about growin up back east and our sisters.kool kat is also a bomb photogragher,whoz gonna help me wit my website,sweet!
werk was borinck, urg. Ima bring books on dead days now, surfin the net get boring.....cept online vr pool....
I grow stronger upon each waking day,Hoorayy!
I luv to just...
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Truly true
I know what
I have to
do
get new
as like yesterday
got old

same, yet.....
the same

I claim Tommorrow

excellent ...........
now that I have my bed and comp cart back, it'll be time for redecorate-in! yeee harrdy har.......har.
anywho full harvest moon!
but tha end o summer,
what a bummer.
still a glimmer a hope for tha future.
I drift off and think of her alot during the day.
we have a new roommate
his name is josh, he seems kool.
ooo yea...
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ooooo yea I almost forgot, fuckin had a shitty day before all that, intresting events occurred.
Still........
Im soo charged, man I need ta meditate.
aloooooooooooha