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fuck it
so i think i'm losing my butt?....
i went on this all organic, very little sugar, no white bread kind of diet and i lost 2 pounds in like 6 days
but ...i think my butt got smaller. thats depressing.
my boyfriend loves my ass and i actually like when he says its big lol
i really didn't think i'd loose weight from that area...
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i went on this all organic, very little sugar, no white bread kind of diet and i lost 2 pounds in like 6 days
but ...i think my butt got smaller. thats depressing.
my boyfriend loves my ass and i actually like when he says its big lol
i really didn't think i'd loose weight from that area...
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how come no one understands me wanting to loose 5 pounds.?
everyone tells me im fine where i am, and i have a good body and all this shit.
that i am being crazy over 5 pounds...its the last five pounds from my goal weight..
im a super short girl and most girls that i consider to be thin and skinny at my height are...
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everyone tells me im fine where i am, and i have a good body and all this shit.
that i am being crazy over 5 pounds...its the last five pounds from my goal weight..
im a super short girl and most girls that i consider to be thin and skinny at my height are...
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soopadoopa:
it's totally ok to work for the body YOU want. alot of people don't understand that idea of working for it.
the last bit of anything you're trying to do in the hardest...the last 5lbs is just like trying to get anything just right. perfect costs. ok, well, ok isn't that hard. thats part of why its 'ok.'
it may help to focus on something else other than 'five pounds.' you can lose that five pounds and depending on how you go about it, still not be happy with the results. maybe pick something else quantifiable like a waist measurement or seeing 2, 4 or all 6 beers in the 6 pack. you have a picture in your head of what you want (skinny curvy). figure out exactly where you are in relation to that mental pic and then figure out how to get there while still being smart and healthy (ie no wrestling style cutting or bulemia
).
in any case, from what i can tell from your photos, you have a great body, you look great, you're totally haWt, yadda yadda
since you already have reinforcement of your hotness (both from me, some random perv on the net and your friends) you can go about fine tuning yourself without any pressing self-esteem stumbling blocks in the way.
be patient, keep working and have fun. and when you're happy in your bikini post pics for us!
the last bit of anything you're trying to do in the hardest...the last 5lbs is just like trying to get anything just right. perfect costs. ok, well, ok isn't that hard. thats part of why its 'ok.'
it may help to focus on something else other than 'five pounds.' you can lose that five pounds and depending on how you go about it, still not be happy with the results. maybe pick something else quantifiable like a waist measurement or seeing 2, 4 or all 6 beers in the 6 pack. you have a picture in your head of what you want (skinny curvy). figure out exactly where you are in relation to that mental pic and then figure out how to get there while still being smart and healthy (ie no wrestling style cutting or bulemia
).
in any case, from what i can tell from your photos, you have a great body, you look great, you're totally haWt, yadda yadda
since you already have reinforcement of your hotness (both from me, some random perv on the net and your friends) you can go about fine tuning yourself without any pressing self-esteem stumbling blocks in the way.
be patient, keep working and have fun. and when you're happy in your bikini post pics for us!
tilpacer:
That is totally understandable. We all have things about us we want to change, even if others think they are perfectly fine. Mine is a gap in my front teeth. I think it ruins my smile and makes me look ugly.
So, you want to lose five pounds, that is okay. It is all about making yourself feel good about yourself....
Have a great day!
So, you want to lose five pounds, that is okay. It is all about making yourself feel good about yourself....
Have a great day!
i passed my road test
yayy
yayy
allure:
awesome work! congrats
tilpacer:
Congrats!
Time now for a drunken driving party! Whooo Hooo!
Have a great day driving!
Time now for a drunken driving party! Whooo Hooo!
Have a great day driving!
nakissa:
hehe me too 
so i was reading old myspace messges me and my bf used to send to each other a few years ago.
he responded to one of my surverys.
i was reading the questions and my answers....and i was alot more optomistic then than i am now.
i want to get back to being that faithful in life and being confident like that. it was like...
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he responded to one of my surverys.
i was reading the questions and my answers....and i was alot more optomistic then than i am now.
i want to get back to being that faithful in life and being confident like that. it was like...
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i love cornbread
its yummy
anyways
im relaxing for a little bit before i go take a "Pump and Jump" class at the gym
its the ones on the trampoline. its pretty fun. i feel like a dumbass though b/c i have no coordination.
im trying to decide if i want to go to school for cosmetology or not.
or i want to go so...
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its yummy
anyways
im relaxing for a little bit before i go take a "Pump and Jump" class at the gym
its the ones on the trampoline. its pretty fun. i feel like a dumbass though b/c i have no coordination.
im trying to decide if i want to go to school for cosmetology or not.
or i want to go so...
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i feel very fat today
that makes me unhappy
ive overate the past 3 days
i need to get back on track eating good tomorrow
oye
flip side, i took a hour long interval training class at the gym
it was fun
the instructor chick was so attractive, she's a dancer and she was feminine but had very muscular arms.
and her hair was blonde...
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that makes me unhappy
ive overate the past 3 days
i need to get back on track eating good tomorrow
oye
flip side, i took a hour long interval training class at the gym
it was fun
the instructor chick was so attractive, she's a dancer and she was feminine but had very muscular arms.
and her hair was blonde...
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i failed my road test
b/c of a bitch and a left turn where i supposedly was on the wrong side of the street.
and suposedly failure to observe something dangerous or wutever. which is bullshit b/c i was looking all around me.
this whole thing is bullshit.
im so sick of fucking trying so hard and practicing like crazy.
i never ever fail tests....
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b/c of a bitch and a left turn where i supposedly was on the wrong side of the street.
and suposedly failure to observe something dangerous or wutever. which is bullshit b/c i was looking all around me.
this whole thing is bullshit.
im so sick of fucking trying so hard and practicing like crazy.
i never ever fail tests....
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makavelli:
If at first you don't succeed try try again.
When the going gets tough, the tough get going.
Quiting is for quiters.
Don't give up.
When the going gets tough, the tough get going.
Quiting is for quiters.
Don't give up.
heaven:
nys not THAT far is it? i would do ur hair too!
back to 108.5 pounds and 21 %, hopefully i'll be able to get down to at least 105 by the end of this month. i'd be happy with that.
my father is driving me crazy.
i have my road test this tuesday.
i couldnt practice saturday cause i woke up late then had to go out with my boy. plus i wasnt really feeling well....
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my father is driving me crazy.
i have my road test this tuesday.
i couldnt practice saturday cause i woke up late then had to go out with my boy. plus i wasnt really feeling well....
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makavelli:
that's just craaazy. 
i dont get it. i go on a diet. and im good. and now im 109.5 pounds (still 21% body fat though)
ugh i dont know if its because im in my 3rd week of pills before my period or what but this is getting extremely annoying and discouraging...i cant even tell you.
i joined Selfs Body Challenge so i can record all my stuff...
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ugh i dont know if its because im in my 3rd week of pills before my period or what but this is getting extremely annoying and discouraging...i cant even tell you.
i joined Selfs Body Challenge so i can record all my stuff...
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