Things have been a little more hectic than usual around here.
It's been a rollercoaster of ups and downs. I am starting to think that I will never been able to achieve true happiness no matter how hard I have to work at. That's the thing, too. Are you really supposed to be working for happiness? I thought it was supposed to happen naturally. Nonetheless, something always seems to get destroyed right when I think things are looking up. *sigh*
Monday is going to kick off a very crazy schedule for me at least until December. I miss school a lot so I thought it'd be a good idea to take a few classes. Trying to get the classes I wanted was a headache itself. I'm left to try and scramble to get them on Monday when the quarter begins.
I went up on campus to visit my mom (she works at the college I go to) and I decided to stop by the office I used to work for. Turns out they need an extra person.
This brought upon lots of different feelings and emotions. One of them being excitement and the other being of urgency. I had to decide in about a day and a half what I was going to do. Whether to stay at my current job and leave it for the college or do both jobs or keep my current job.
In the end. I am going to be working both jobs.
I'm hoping that this will keep me occupied and tired enough to not notice the "bad" things in my life. I'd rather be making money then struggling and stressing myself out then having the time to be depressed.
As of right now. I just got home from work. Gonna take a nice relaxing shower. Then I'm off to see my aunt, my cousin, my sister and her husband up in Santa Cruz (the beach!).
Hopefully tomorrow I will see my wife in her new movie. "Sky Captain and the World of Tomorrow"
On the bright side. It's cloudy and windy outside. It feels like fall and I love it. I hope it rains. (Oops. That first sentence completely contradicts what I just said)
It's been a rollercoaster of ups and downs. I am starting to think that I will never been able to achieve true happiness no matter how hard I have to work at. That's the thing, too. Are you really supposed to be working for happiness? I thought it was supposed to happen naturally. Nonetheless, something always seems to get destroyed right when I think things are looking up. *sigh*
Monday is going to kick off a very crazy schedule for me at least until December. I miss school a lot so I thought it'd be a good idea to take a few classes. Trying to get the classes I wanted was a headache itself. I'm left to try and scramble to get them on Monday when the quarter begins.
I went up on campus to visit my mom (she works at the college I go to) and I decided to stop by the office I used to work for. Turns out they need an extra person.
This brought upon lots of different feelings and emotions. One of them being excitement and the other being of urgency. I had to decide in about a day and a half what I was going to do. Whether to stay at my current job and leave it for the college or do both jobs or keep my current job.
In the end. I am going to be working both jobs.
I'm hoping that this will keep me occupied and tired enough to not notice the "bad" things in my life. I'd rather be making money then struggling and stressing myself out then having the time to be depressed.
As of right now. I just got home from work. Gonna take a nice relaxing shower. Then I'm off to see my aunt, my cousin, my sister and her husband up in Santa Cruz (the beach!).
Hopefully tomorrow I will see my wife in her new movie. "Sky Captain and the World of Tomorrow"
On the bright side. It's cloudy and windy outside. It feels like fall and I love it. I hope it rains. (Oops. That first sentence completely contradicts what I just said)
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captainfoti:
Arrr! It's the grand old balance of life. When things start going good, you have to beware of something bad happening. But on the other hand when things go really shitty, you know something good is going to happen right around the corner, which leaves you with with no room for happieness, unless you can be happy inevidalbe shittieness!
Arrr! It's the grand old balance of life. When things start going good, you have to beware of something bad happening. But on the other hand when things go really shitty, you know something good is going to happen right around the corner, which leaves you with with no room for happieness, unless you can be happy inevidalbe shittieness!
petruchio:
Oops! You are mistaken -- she's MY wife! 