socogentleman

...that's it, I just lost a second entry... I'm done for the day. in fact... i'm going back to bed.... yeah, screw you guys... i'm going home.

So I've stumbled across something called Green Lighting. Think of a modern day free love movement. And it's not like everyone who does it is a hippy... just horny as shit. Basic concept is that you wear a green shirt with your collar up (or popped) and that means you're looking for some sweet lovin'. If someone flips down your collar (could be guy or...
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So the odd thing is I woke up around 11 last night after going out with my roommate and some other guys for his 21st bday. What sucked was the fact that I went out despite the fact I had no money but hey, you only turn 21 once. Anyway, after many alcoholic drinks I go home. Don't worry, no drunk driving for me. Once...
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Well I would have updated last night except for the fact that I didn't get home 'till like 530 so yeah, no update until now. Though I should be in bed asleep because I have to get up for work at 11am. Yeah I know that doesn't sound like much but I worked 10.75 hours straight today and all I can think about is staying...
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Ever find yourself in a situation where someone you really care about asks you the answer to a question that you don't know the answer to? I'm not talking about a question like "What's the square root of pi?" But those harder questions like who to choose, etc. The one person that I care about more than anything else in this world. The one person...
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So I've been doing a lot of writing recently and I'm quite proud of a couple of songs I wrote. I'm actually thinking of learning how to play the guitar so that i can start putting music to them on my own instead of having to ask other people to do so. I haven't finalized any yet but once I do I will post them....
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Annnnnnnd the emotional reset is over. Well, technically it's been over since around 11:00pm Saturday night but I've been a touch busy now that I'm off of my vacation. Life is good again... well, technically life still sucks but it's not getting to me. I was working on a scarring on my chest as a way of remembering what I went through and how I...
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I have lost my I.D. No, not my driver's license, library card, credit card, bank card, etc. I'm talking about who I am. I am lost. I have a name. I have a number. Correction, I have several numbers. A social security number, 2 phone numbers, 2 work identification numbers, checking and savings accounts, credit card, bank card. My life is nothing but numbers. I...
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So I've come to realize something with one of my friends.... I'm her living diary. No lie. I know everything that can be known about this girl. Her family, boyfriend, other friends have nothing on me. Honestly I don't know if that's a good thing or not. I mean, I like the fact that she trusts me so much, but after what I've gone through...
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This past Sunday started my 7 day vacation. I have nothing but random errands I need to take care of this week and boy does it feel marvelous. This is the longest vacation I've taken since I started working at Circuit and I was well in need of it. I mean come on, I was averaging 88 hours a paycheck and I'm fucking part time....
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So I'm laying in bed still sick after 4 solid days and all i can think about is how betrayed I feel thanks to what I thought was my bestfriend. Come to find out I was just a non-romantic stand in for her boyfriend/fiance until he got back to the states. Her excuse for not telling me everything fro the get go? She didn't want...
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Show of hands... how many people pour their heart and soul into an entry and then have the power go out and lose it all. Anybody?