Rationalization and justification are just masturbation of the mind.
"Poetry is nothing more than an intensification or illumination of common objects and everyday events until they shine with their singular nature, until we can experience their power, until we can follow their steps in the dance, until we can discern what parts they play in the Great Order of Love." -Tom Robbins
"Strange is the phenomenal world, dirty and clean together! And I am the same. Yet I am apart! And life bubbles variously. Why should I have wanted to bubble all alike? What a pity I preached to them! A sermon is so much more likely to cake into mud, and to close the foundations, that is a psalm or song...." -D.H. Lawrence
"Poetry is nothing more than an intensification or illumination of common objects and everyday events until they shine with their singular nature, until we can experience their power, until we can follow their steps in the dance, until we can discern what parts they play in the Great Order of Love." -Tom Robbins
"Strange is the phenomenal world, dirty and clean together! And I am the same. Yet I am apart! And life bubbles variously. Why should I have wanted to bubble all alike? What a pity I preached to them! A sermon is so much more likely to cake into mud, and to close the foundations, that is a psalm or song...." -D.H. Lawrence
but no seriously. why do i put up w/ it? because of my situation right now. I have no where to go honestly and I dont really know anybody here. I have like 3 acquatances 1 is here to vist for 3 months and the other 2 live together who are trying the put out or get out if you move in plus pay like 300 month rent so uhm no. not cute enough! lol!
and uhm. Theres alot to my life but I rather not type all up in this biotch because ppl would think i want their sympathy and I dont. I just want to be some what normal like everyone else and come here and get away and have a good time. hell yeah if anyone out there wants to move me in and shiott i'm all on that shit. but I"m not gonna like advertise my shiott and stuff because. I dunno. It'll come out eventually. like a writer.
He'll get his anyways. kharmas a bitch and hell hath no fury like a womans scorn.....
Nobodys kicked my roomates ass. I doubt anyone would suspect he does the things he does. I never would have. because he's sorta femine acting and stupid. I kick his ass sometimes but not seriously. I throw blunt objects at him and tell him to shut the fuck up and stuff. i'm reallyl mean. maybe thats why he's doing it. who knows haha. eeeh.
If I had somewhere to go I would make sure he got his ass beat but I dont.
yeah I'm a bit of an alchie. I mean I dont drink much anymore and I really cant hold my own anymore either (NOT AT ALL!! haha) but I love to drink.
Wow thats some shit. taking some drunk lady home for her when she passed out. Thats really cool of you. She got lucky as fuck. (so was it you that slipped her the mickie or someone else? haha)
Yeah i really need to watch my drinking. It gets me in alot of trouble even when I dont think I'm gonna do anything. its bad. bad. bad.