socialcoma

tonight was ok fine. i stop wanting so much from him. i stopped trying to tweak what didn't make him perfect... i just sat there and enjoyed his presence in my life...danced in the street, and reveled so deeply in his embrace, whispered i love you every chance i got, thinking in the back of my mind how i didn't want things like this to pass, but ultimately knowing it all will. life is a huge depression we struggle against, i believe that... but i'm goin to take it day by day, and when i joke about "struggling" part of me, deep in my heart will know that it's true. a constant reminder of what makes life worth living.

man, i want nachos so bad.