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Should I feel guilty that I am totally bored with reconstructing my friend's brains every time someone new trips with me? It's not really my thing and it's counter productive... like I'd much rather have some fun than talk yet another person back into existing. It's not that I don't like helping, it's just that, I mean feels like kind of a waste of a trip. Maybe next time I should really argue for the arbitrary meaninglessness of our small subjective existences and see if they'll try and stop living somehow. Might be more entertaining.