snowtiger

Been to a bbq and twas the only one sober. Was good

Have spent the last of hours looking at SG group messages boards and am finally convibced (99%) to get a PA done

God its late i know but i'm dreading my next hospital visit. Coz i know my meds will be reduced and i know that it will be so painful and that i will proberly not be able to work and therefore be on disability for a long time. but i know that it is somethng that i must do for the future for my health and finally get a diagnose that is consistant with several drs and not one that is up to how they interpret my symtoms.
so far things that have been thrown at me include depression, anxiety, bipolar, possible schizoaffetcive, possible schizophenia( very very very very very very very unlikely) and one that was thrown at me but a scan proved wrong was temporal lobe epilepscy.....


i hate meds they suck...they offer some support but at the consequence of numbing your senses as a person and your whole personality......

Fuck it late and i'm rambling now....Will hopefully do some photos and put on the site.

love you all
xx