Just when i think things are moving on for me they stop dead. Meh!
Over than that i'm ok. The little dippy dip of depression that i was in for a month seems to of lifted. Thankfully no more meds for that......coz meds suck
It seems that my down phase is starting to lift. Sometimes doing bugger all does help my bipolar.
Well i haven't really done bugger all, i've just stopped going to groups for a bit. But other than that i'm still doing all the usual shit, lol
Been training hard for Systema both at home and at class sessions. There is a... Read More
Hell yeah! I've had a good weekend!....for me anyways
It started on friday. Went training round at Gareths garage. There were 4 of us and we had a good session....lots of punching and strikes....ouch, i need to work on taking my strike, its all breathing afterall.
Trained again on saturday at Sandy with Rob P and the rest of the Systema crew.....it was a stick... Read More
I had a good day. Went to my creative writing group. That was fun, except i lost ma mojo halfway through and didn't finish my little silly story, oh well.
Came back and crashed out on my bed for a few hours, i awoke to a cold flat as the weather had decided to go cold on us, and as i ddn't have the... Read More
Am strangly feeling quite good about myself, considering i've felt like rotten poo for the last decade.
Its all thanks to my magic feel good pill called effexor. But i'm technically in a induced hypomania phase, a posh word for feeling quite good.
But there is a downside, i have no libido. Which is a shame since i was planning/trying/asking for a fuck buddy with... Read More
We barely remember who or what came before this precious moment,
We are choosing to be here right now. Hold on, stay inside
This holy reality, this holy experience.
Choosing to be here in
This body. This body holding me. Be my reminder here that I am not alone in
This body, this body holding me, feeling eternal
All this pain is an illusion.