I really hate the fact that I never get a day off that's the same as my wife that after 20 years together I spend all my days off all alone staring at the walls, or going to the store, or movies all by myself. I keep telling myself that one day, one day I'll get my wish to spend quality time with her, but it's always just out of reach.
I never thought that I'd be so lonely when I was married to the person i wanted to spend the rest of my life with all because life keeps us apart.