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So it would appear that over the past fortnight or so I have turned into a M.I.L.F. confused

I'd find this quite flattering if it wasn't so bizarre and the fact that it's 18-21 year olds that appear to be putting me in the aforementioned category. I mean, c'mon, I'm old enough to actually BE their Mother eeek That's just not right in my books. Either they're...
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allyn:
MILF eh? wink Well, there are worst burdens I suppose...but yeah, I guess it is kind of annoying to get male attention from the wrong age group! wink
infinity:
sounds like youve got the right idea with spending time in both cities, since youve got reason to be at both. still got some time before it happens and youve got to find out when exactly so you can make it happen.
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In the past 7 days I have:

Had an 18 year old tell me I look amazing and stunning blush
Had a 24 year old ask me how he can get in my bed shocked
Been told that I may only have my current job for the next 6-8 months due to the possibility of the department's work being shipped to an Argentinian shared service centre
Visited...
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quietlythere:
Uh, I went to a Formula 1 race wink
bleeder:
I miss you. I miss the long talks we used to have.

You got me through some long, sleepless, Army nights.

Now, I am thinking of going back.


It sounds like a great week to me! smile
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I find it kinda funny (weird, not haha) when some stranger literally half my age calls me amazing and stunning. I just, um, don't get it, I mean, I'm old enough to be their damn mother shocked Or is that what the attraction is these days?? confused

Maybe I've just been out of all this "stuff" for too long and don't know how to react anymore. Maybe...
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forkandles:
Any ideas? How about you visiting us Londoners again. smile
sorry you didn't get any of my cards. I forgot everyone's birthday's etc. whilst I was away but I sent 2 postcards. Maybe I got your address wrong. It's not entirely unknown. wink
Perhaps I'll send you a mix tape.
forkandles:
*crosses toes as well*
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I believe the black veil is starting to lift. I look back at my last few posts and good god! How bleak and horrible! I really felt awful. I still don't feel myself completely but I feel like I'm getting there.

I have been trying to remember everyday to be grateful for things, to remember affirmations and the pearls of wisdom I have been given...
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littleaardvark:
Glad to hear you feel better and hope the upward spiral continues. I also hope your mum is ok.

As for stats: I'm not going to say it's easy it isn't really, but you just have to not panic.
bleeder:
`I am glad you are feeling better. Don't sweat it. We all get into those dark times. That is why we have Elliot Smith albums. wink

Speaking of....did you hear the new album. Well...more like unreleased and unfinished tracks. Still, it is a amazing album. It is called 'New Moon'.

Thank you for the support. It is a huge decision that kinda freaks me out. Especially, because we have been talking about our feelings we had for each other.
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I'm so tired. Tired of crying. Tired of being told I'll feel better soon. Tired of not knowing what it is that's making me so utterly unhappy right now. I just want to be held tight, have my hair stroked and know that someone actually, truly cares enough. I feel so lonely...

If anyone knows the way out, let me know as the candle has...
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littleaardvark:
Stats mostly isn't that bad... as long as you don't mind maths. A lot of what I say about is a bit exagerrated and also because I'm never entirely sure whether I'm on the right track with it. Everytime I think I've done everything I've meant to, I have forgotten something.

Besides, different courses demand different things. Some course seem to have more of an emphasis on qualitative research, although I do believe the British Psychological Society does demand you do stats on all course - psychological research is dominated by null hypothesis statistical testing (which interestingly most of the physical sciences don't touch with a barge pole because it's considered unscientific - go figure). But it's not too bad. You quickly learn how to read the formulas and as long as you don't panic with them you'll be find. I quite liked stats at first because it was quite different.
quietlythere:
you of course will get a cd or two or three filled with them smile
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Not sleeping at all well recently, so I'm shattered right now. No explanation for it, just not sleeping like I should be/have been and this of course means that my fucked up dreams are even weirder than ever right now. I think I need some form of hypnosis or therapy to find out what the hell is going on in my head at the moment...
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quietlythere:
Sorry to hear that you are having trouble sleeping frown
lemuria:
hello. how have you been? i havent heard from you in awhile and was wondering if youre doing well. i hope so. kiss kiss
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Will I ever get to where it is that I am going?
Will I ever follow through with what I, what I had planned?
I guess it's possible that I have been a bit distracted
and the directions for me are a lot less in demand.
Will I ever get to where I'm going?
If I do, will I know when I'm there?
If the...
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steaky:
Happy Belated Birthday kiss

Hope you had fun up here in Manchester. Sorry I ahven't been able to wish you happy birthday sooner than this but I have been struggling with internet since Easter and when I have been able to get the internet I haven;t realy been able to get on SG. But I am home again now, so should be a bit more active from now on. smile

Sounds like things are going well for you at the minute as well. Although Al sounds much like me smile
thequestion:
I'm blubing for the sheer fact that so many others like it. I am not alone!
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The Ups (biggrin) and Downs (frown) of my world right now:

3 days to my birthday (and Bleeder's) biggrin

But the weather forecast for the whole of this week is a pile of crap frown

3 days until I get to Manchester biggrin

But I have head and belly ache today frown

I love my shiny blue iPod Shuffle biggrin

But iTunes Store isn't letting me purchase any...
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super:
Happy Birthday!!! kiss
deceptiviewfilm:
I dont know if they celebrate Mother's day in the UK but Happy Mother's Day from the US.
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10 days and counting......biggrin

♥ The iPod was fucked. Basically. So I got a refund from the guy I bought it from, and bought another one. Which loaded straight away, sync'd, charged and I'm currently listening to it now love Ahhhhhh, all is well with the world again biggrin

♥ I'm still going to get a laptop at the end of the year though as I know...
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brodi:
Monday was actually a very odd day. I went to the funeral with my friends and hardly muttered a word during the entire thing. Went home and watched two movies which were playing on t.v. and later felt the complete opposite of how I was feeling at the funeral. As though my mourning was over after the funeral. I've been just fine ever since. I think I'm going to abandon my current idea for your tattoo and restart, won't take me much longer though. I'd say...by the end of this weekend? I'm guessing.
jackie:
thanks for the card honey was very kind if you. have a happy bday yourself next week xx
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Random musings:

♥ I saw a van today with the company name BJ's on the side biggrin

♥ My computer won't recognise my new iPod frown So I will have to wait until Monday to test it out on my PC at work to see if it's just my home PC that doesn't like it. Probably. Hopefully by the end of the year I might have saved...
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infinity:
make sure youve installed the cd that came with the ipod. the shuffle probably needs itunes 7, so you might not yet have it. most windows ipod setups ive worked with have required the install first, since they usually dont have itunes on yet. the new shuffles use a special connector to get it to USB, so make sure that connector is good and tight. but install the cd in case you havent already. i think sg also has an ipod group, so you can look in there if you need further help...


banging your head on a door frame, now that must have hurt blackeyed
darksphere:
Thank you! smile