So......yeah, been a while again hasn't it...... To be honest, I'm on Facebook more than here these days, so hop on over there if you wanna catch up more regularly 
Things have still been pretty much up and down in the world of snowballinhell.
Good news (gotta start with the good stuff first, yeah?) - I finally got me a loan sorted
Thank you Black Horse Finance for saving my butt and allowing me to clear old debt and start afresh. Two cards cleared, two accounts back in the black and only one still to sort which is now manageable thanks to the loan. Thank the goddesses for that! And also thank you darling Lisa for loaning me the money last time to allow my mortgage payment to go through, I will forever be grateful 
My brother was on the National Lottery mid-week draw last week
No, he wasn't a winner, or the person who chose the set of balls and machine.....he was the actual Drawmaster on live TV that night!!!! Woooooo!! My big brother's famous He's usually in the background where you can't see him, just in case the machine's break down, but that night he did the live draws!!
Other news (not really gonna call it bad news as it's a bit of both really
) - finally had enough of David today. As you know I'd pretty much written off our long distance relationship (if you could even call it that!) due to the cocaine taking/dealing, but tonight I've decided to nail the damn coffin shut myself after finding out that on what would have been the anniversary of our first year of knowing each other, he's off to Jersey to spend it with a much younger girl. Well FUCK YOU asshole. I'm better off without you, despite the hurt I'm feeling. FUCK YOU for not having the guts to talk to me about it and instead just ignoring me completely. It's OVER. Finito, kaput. Adios jerk.
Unfortunately this means that I probably won't be headed back up the Newcastle way as often as before, as now I don't have somewhere to stay that doesn't cost me a bean. Which means that i won't get up to see my dear friend Gareth as much as I would like, unless I happen to be headed up Manchester way and pop over the 2 hours journey along the way
So in the midst of all this, maybe trying to lose weight wasn't probably the best time to do it I started off ok, lost 16 pounds, but this week I've eaten like the preverbial sow and have probably put 7 of it back on. Sheesh.
I'm off on the family holiday next Saturday for a week. Should be ok (despite having to spend a complete week with the husband and not having a computer to escape to in the evenings when the kids have gone to bed), although I know for sure I will have Last Chaos withdrawal symptoms within at least 24 hours of leaving here, and my Scott will want the PS2 within about 4 hours, bless him! Nathan on the other hand will not be bothered either way, and the old man will be stressed from the driving and putting up with Scott whinging about not having anything to do!
I'm still at Chevron, still have NO idea how long for. Have passed my 2 year mark already with them, and still no closer to knowing when I'm likely to be given notice, so for now I'll just plod on with the task in hand and take the money at the end of each week.
My internet connection is driving me round the twist too. I'm having to literally switch off the mains to get the damn thing to work properly sometimes and as usual it ends up losing the connection right in the middle of something important. Like my game......or writing this damn blog which I'm going to have to save in a word document, switch off the pc and restart yet again
Yet my service provider insists that there are no service issues in the area. Hmmmm...........
What else? Oh yeah, I've got Alkaline Trio's new CD and am LOVING it, also got The Offspring's latest one too and that's pretty damn good aswell. Have FF7 - Advent Children to watch tomorrow on DVD, and have been catching up on all the Twilight Zone programs, one disc at a time courtesy of that DVD rental company that sends you them in the post and you just return when finished
So, I think that's about it in my life right now.
Love to you all
Michelle xx
Things have still been pretty much up and down in the world of snowballinhell.
Good news (gotta start with the good stuff first, yeah?) - I finally got me a loan sorted
Thank you Black Horse Finance for saving my butt and allowing me to clear old debt and start afresh. Two cards cleared, two accounts back in the black and only one still to sort which is now manageable thanks to the loan. Thank the goddesses for that! And also thank you darling Lisa for loaning me the money last time to allow my mortgage payment to go through, I will forever be grateful
My brother was on the National Lottery mid-week draw last week
No, he wasn't a winner, or the person who chose the set of balls and machine.....he was the actual Drawmaster on live TV that night!!!! Woooooo!! My big brother's famous He's usually in the background where you can't see him, just in case the machine's break down, but that night he did the live draws!!
Other news (not really gonna call it bad news as it's a bit of both really
) - finally had enough of David today. As you know I'd pretty much written off our long distance relationship (if you could even call it that!) due to the cocaine taking/dealing, but tonight I've decided to nail the damn coffin shut myself after finding out that on what would have been the anniversary of our first year of knowing each other, he's off to Jersey to spend it with a much younger girl. Well FUCK YOU asshole. I'm better off without you, despite the hurt I'm feeling. FUCK YOU for not having the guts to talk to me about it and instead just ignoring me completely. It's OVER. Finito, kaput. Adios jerk.
Unfortunately this means that I probably won't be headed back up the Newcastle way as often as before, as now I don't have somewhere to stay that doesn't cost me a bean. Which means that i won't get up to see my dear friend Gareth as much as I would like, unless I happen to be headed up Manchester way and pop over the 2 hours journey along the way
So in the midst of all this, maybe trying to lose weight wasn't probably the best time to do it
I started off ok, lost 16 pounds, but this week I've eaten like the preverbial sow and have probably put 7 of it back on. Sheesh.
I'm off on the family holiday next Saturday for a week. Should be ok (despite having to spend a complete week with the husband and not having a computer to escape to in the evenings when the kids have gone to bed), although I know for sure I will have Last Chaos withdrawal symptoms within at least 24 hours of leaving here, and my Scott will want the PS2 within about 4 hours, bless him! Nathan on the other hand will not be bothered either way, and the old man will be stressed from the driving and putting up with Scott whinging about not having anything to do!
I'm still at Chevron, still have NO idea how long for. Have passed my 2 year mark already with them, and still no closer to knowing when I'm likely to be given notice, so for now I'll just plod on with the task in hand and take the money at the end of each week.
My internet connection is driving me round the twist too. I'm having to literally switch off the mains to get the damn thing to work properly sometimes and as usual it ends up losing the connection right in the middle of something important. Like my game......or writing this damn blog which I'm going to have to save in a word document, switch off the pc and restart yet again
Yet my service provider insists that there are no service issues in the area. Hmmmm...........
What else? Oh yeah, I've got Alkaline Trio's new CD and am LOVING it, also got The Offspring's latest one too and that's pretty damn good aswell. Have FF7 - Advent Children to watch tomorrow on DVD, and have been catching up on all the Twilight Zone programs, one disc at a time courtesy of that DVD rental company that sends you them in the post and you just return when finished
So, I think that's about it in my life right now.
Love to you all
Michelle xx
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drusylla:
Thank you so much for your thoughtful words. They are something that I really needed to hear right now 
noctem:
I'm alright for now. Thank you for asking