The gift of the Taurean is resilience, fixidity and endurance
Ultimately the Taurean needs to discover their truest, deepest and highest values. When they know what is truly valuable, they are no longer chained to people and to things that have to do with lesser values. The greatest indication of value to a Taurean is beauty, which cannot be owned, only appreciated.
I've turned stubborness into determination, and it's paying off.
♥ I've lost 20 pounds since January 2nd, cut my BMI from 31.5 to 28.2, lost 2 inches off my waist and hips, 4 inches from my back, and today for the first time in goodness knows how many years, I wore a short skirt that last year I couldn't even get over my hips, and now is too big
I know personally I have a long way still to go, but at this rate I will have surpassed my goal of 2 stone by my birthday with ease and be on my way to my ultimate goal a lot sooner than imagined. The only mental problem I still have is the physical element. Maybe I'll never be happy with how my stomach skin looks, but hell, I've had twins, this body has lived through an awful lot 
♥ One account is back in the black so now I can work towards clearing another.
♥ With each pound lost, I'm re-gaining my self-confidence and with it, I'm finding a better stress-free me. It's weird, I've never been so relaxed, chilled out and not worrying about things like I used to. I'm still waiting for the bubble to burst! Sure, I still worry about people I care about, but I'm not pissed off when I don't get replies straight away anymore, I know that I'm not the centre of their world and so the new chilled out me will still send heaps of messages, but knows that they will return them when they can.
♥ I'm having an immense amount of smiles and fun with a rather gorgeous man up North
More than I could ever have imagined would take place and I hope it continues for a long time to come 
Is there a downside to all this I hear you ask?
No, not really. Ultimately everything above is helping me get towards my final destination one step at a time. I may be a hermit this year unless something radical changes all that, but at the end of it, I will be financially secure once again, and free from the burden of my past life once and for all. I know it's not going to be easy and there will be pitfalls along the way, but with any luck the new found confidence in myself will help me overcome them.
Now wish me luck as Valentine's Day is the day I get a cold speculum shoved up my crotch
How romantic, eh?!
Love and kisses
Michelle xx
Ultimately the Taurean needs to discover their truest, deepest and highest values. When they know what is truly valuable, they are no longer chained to people and to things that have to do with lesser values. The greatest indication of value to a Taurean is beauty, which cannot be owned, only appreciated.
I've turned stubborness into determination, and it's paying off.
♥ I've lost 20 pounds since January 2nd, cut my BMI from 31.5 to 28.2, lost 2 inches off my waist and hips, 4 inches from my back, and today for the first time in goodness knows how many years, I wore a short skirt that last year I couldn't even get over my hips, and now is too big


♥ One account is back in the black so now I can work towards clearing another.
♥ With each pound lost, I'm re-gaining my self-confidence and with it, I'm finding a better stress-free me. It's weird, I've never been so relaxed, chilled out and not worrying about things like I used to. I'm still waiting for the bubble to burst! Sure, I still worry about people I care about, but I'm not pissed off when I don't get replies straight away anymore, I know that I'm not the centre of their world and so the new chilled out me will still send heaps of messages, but knows that they will return them when they can.
♥ I'm having an immense amount of smiles and fun with a rather gorgeous man up North


Is there a downside to all this I hear you ask?
No, not really. Ultimately everything above is helping me get towards my final destination one step at a time. I may be a hermit this year unless something radical changes all that, but at the end of it, I will be financially secure once again, and free from the burden of my past life once and for all. I know it's not going to be easy and there will be pitfalls along the way, but with any luck the new found confidence in myself will help me overcome them.
Now wish me luck as Valentine's Day is the day I get a cold speculum shoved up my crotch


Love and kisses
Michelle xx
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Congratulations for all the amazing feats you mentioned. Losing all that weight, starting to get financially sorted and getting your self confidence back. That's all wonderful. I'm so happy for you. And getting a man aswell. That's excellent. I'm even happier for you