snow

The worst thing about quitting C is that nobody thinks you can do it. I go into a bar for an hour and I must be buying it. I am a liar, I am up to my old ways. All I want is for that to go away. I feel like I should move somewhere distant.... If there is one thing that I despise it is drama. It must be hard to avoid when everyone knows who I am, and I feel like I am constantly being watched and judged. Another part of me tells myself to just not care what other people say or think. They are the stress in my life.

Mexico and fishing. I will only take visitors.