Ok. so new update. I'm sorry for the last crazy post. I swear that I'm not normally THIS insane.....boys make me like this and it's the reason that I say I hate them most of the time. WHY do they have to be so confusing. WHY?
Anyway, so, after that last post. I kept talking myself back up, along with the help of some VERY wonderful friends. They told me not to be afraid of this, they thought he still really liked me. Also, sat there telling me that I'm beautiful no matter what and that if he can't see that then, fuck him, his loss. So, I was back on track pretty much. Also, Orange_Lily and I took those damn pictures and made a game out of it, it was fun and made me feel better.
Also, as soon as I got to work that day, he caught me and did that damn look that I can't read yet and mentioned something about the pictures. So, then we go right into our damn flirting back and forth all morning long. I have to say that I was on a roll that day because with everything he came at me with, I would say something right back. He was also again super touchy.
Well, later on that day, we were standing there doing this same back and forth thing, and the new girl was looking at us and all of a sudden said "You two are dating right??" I think we both froze. I was just in complete shock that we've been doing this for MONTHS now and no one said anything and it took her only 2 hours. I seriously didn't know what to say. Finally, we both at pretty much the same time said, no. So, she came at us with the "Why not?" Again I was not sure what to say exactly. Finally he said "I'm too old for her and I'm very antisocial, all I ever do is sit at home." I then replied to him, that it's only the antisocial thing that is the problem. That he never will come out and do anything. No matter how much I try. Then, we go right back to the subject we were kinda arguing over before that.
A couple of hours later, we were alone, and he said "I saw that look on your face when she asked if we were dating." I froze and I said what look? He said that look of pure disgust. I smiled really big and I said there was no disgust at all, I can't believe you would even begin to think that. He said for me not to worry, that he was used to it. All, I could do was shake my head in shock as he walked off.......
So, that night when I got home, I'm talking to Orange_Lily on Yahoo as always. She pretty much makes me send him a message saying something about how I feel. So, I took the issue above and came up with "I was sitting here thinking about today, and just so you know, the thought of being with you doesn't disgust me at all...."
What do I get?? NO RESPONSE. He read it, but nothing.....So, I say that if he acts different the next day at work, I'll ignore it, move on, and act like nothing has happened. BUT, it wasn't like that. He acted just the same. Same flirty banter, same touching, everything the same. So, I'm confused but I just go along with it and act the same too. That was our last day to work with each other. He's off the rest of the week.
I was all prepared to say my goodbye yesterday. However, we had talked about the new CDs that came out. I mentioned that I was going to try to burn them and asked if he would like a copy. He said sure. Well, I told him that I could come in today on my off day and give it to him. He said "No, don't do that, I'll just come in Friday. That is your last day right?" I said yes but I told him that I'd rather me come in on my off day than him since I only lived like 5 minutes away. It takes him almost 30 minutes. He strongly said no. That he would come in Friday and said "You work 9-6 right?" I said yes. And we just ended it with him saying no goodbye yet, save that for Friday.
So, I'm kinda happy about that. He wants to come in to see me on my last day. I was kinda disappointed to learn that he wouldn't be there for it. But, now he will be. Orange_Lily says that it's a good sign. I'm hoping that he just didn't really know what to do about my message or maybe he didn't think I was serious. I guess we'll just wait to see what happens on Friday. *SIGH*
Anyway, so, after that last post. I kept talking myself back up, along with the help of some VERY wonderful friends. They told me not to be afraid of this, they thought he still really liked me. Also, sat there telling me that I'm beautiful no matter what and that if he can't see that then, fuck him, his loss. So, I was back on track pretty much. Also, Orange_Lily and I took those damn pictures and made a game out of it, it was fun and made me feel better.
Also, as soon as I got to work that day, he caught me and did that damn look that I can't read yet and mentioned something about the pictures. So, then we go right into our damn flirting back and forth all morning long. I have to say that I was on a roll that day because with everything he came at me with, I would say something right back. He was also again super touchy.
Well, later on that day, we were standing there doing this same back and forth thing, and the new girl was looking at us and all of a sudden said "You two are dating right??" I think we both froze. I was just in complete shock that we've been doing this for MONTHS now and no one said anything and it took her only 2 hours. I seriously didn't know what to say. Finally, we both at pretty much the same time said, no. So, she came at us with the "Why not?" Again I was not sure what to say exactly. Finally he said "I'm too old for her and I'm very antisocial, all I ever do is sit at home." I then replied to him, that it's only the antisocial thing that is the problem. That he never will come out and do anything. No matter how much I try. Then, we go right back to the subject we were kinda arguing over before that.
A couple of hours later, we were alone, and he said "I saw that look on your face when she asked if we were dating." I froze and I said what look? He said that look of pure disgust. I smiled really big and I said there was no disgust at all, I can't believe you would even begin to think that. He said for me not to worry, that he was used to it. All, I could do was shake my head in shock as he walked off.......
So, that night when I got home, I'm talking to Orange_Lily on Yahoo as always. She pretty much makes me send him a message saying something about how I feel. So, I took the issue above and came up with "I was sitting here thinking about today, and just so you know, the thought of being with you doesn't disgust me at all...."
What do I get?? NO RESPONSE. He read it, but nothing.....So, I say that if he acts different the next day at work, I'll ignore it, move on, and act like nothing has happened. BUT, it wasn't like that. He acted just the same. Same flirty banter, same touching, everything the same. So, I'm confused but I just go along with it and act the same too. That was our last day to work with each other. He's off the rest of the week.
I was all prepared to say my goodbye yesterday. However, we had talked about the new CDs that came out. I mentioned that I was going to try to burn them and asked if he would like a copy. He said sure. Well, I told him that I could come in today on my off day and give it to him. He said "No, don't do that, I'll just come in Friday. That is your last day right?" I said yes but I told him that I'd rather me come in on my off day than him since I only lived like 5 minutes away. It takes him almost 30 minutes. He strongly said no. That he would come in Friday and said "You work 9-6 right?" I said yes. And we just ended it with him saying no goodbye yet, save that for Friday.
So, I'm kinda happy about that. He wants to come in to see me on my last day. I was kinda disappointed to learn that he wouldn't be there for it. But, now he will be. Orange_Lily says that it's a good sign. I'm hoping that he just didn't really know what to do about my message or maybe he didn't think I was serious. I guess we'll just wait to see what happens on Friday. *SIGH*
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"I couldn't help but notice the sexual tension and flirty banter between us? Am I imagining this or are you into me? If you are into me, then let's get this thing started. If not then atleast I'll know to start looking somewhere else."
Is it a little strong? I dunno, I guess I'm just a blunt person...hehe.
I hope everything goes well on Friday. Let us know what happens.