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Ok, about the choosing between friends subject, I guess having a hangover works a little bit.....

Last night, I went out and celebrated Cinco De Mayo a little too much. I didn't get home until about 4:30, so needless to say, I felt a little rough today.

The party was held at my friend Eric's house. He is one of the guys that's on the choosing sides. However, he is the one that I met after the relationship got started and so far he hasn't said anything about me choosing between them. It is the other one that is doing that. Anyway, I decided that I was just going to stay out of it, like I've wanted from the get go. So, once the other one said anything to me, I was going to just say "as far as you are concerned, I don't know him." Well, it worked with Eric. He left me alone. It was nice for once.

However today at work, the other one approached me. He was drilling me about the party even though last night, he didn't want to talk to me again if I went. As soon as he started, I told him that I wasn't going to tell him details because he would only get mad at me for telling him. It always comes back on me. He said just tell me who all was there. I told him I didn't know what he was talking about. Well, he stormed off sulking then. After a few minutes, I got a text that said "I mean it, never talk to me again. Just leave me alone."

That was the last straw. Not to mention that my head was pounding. I responded frankly and didn't hold anything back. I told him that it was all bullshit and I was sick and tired of it all. That all I've done was be a friend to him and I've gotten nothing but blamed for everything. I also added that soon he will realize that he doesn't have anyone and that he lost a good friend and that will be his tough luck. I finished by saying that he needed to just fuck it all and to grow up and move on. The rest of the night, I didn't respond to anything. I'm just finished with it all. It's stressing me out way too bad. I need to be my happy optimistic self.

Now on with the better things. I went shopping last night before the party. I got $225 worth of merchandise for $100. Yippee! I bought 3 pairs of pants, 2 shirts, a new bra, 4 pairs of panties (like I need anymore), and a garter belt. I was excited. I wore a pair of pant today and got a lot of compliments, it was wonderful. I love the bra I got as well, since it's my color blue. I'm going to add the pics at the bottom.

The best part of work today was when we were in the back tying bows for the funeral of the city cop who just got killed. We had to do 50 of them so they could tie them to the telephone poles here in town. Anyway, 4 of us were sitting around doing this. One of the girls was just standing waiting for us to finshing making them and she was just arranging them better to make them pretty. This girl Michelle looked at her at one point and said "You make a really great fluffer." Well, I busted out laughing and the girl it was about giggled. The other two just looked at me like I lost my mind. They didn't have a clue as to what a fluffer was. Well, I ended up explaining that it was the person on a porn set who gets the guys ready for action. They were shocked. Then I got the question of how do you know this. I replied that a girl has to get her kicks some way on her days off and that it had always been my life ambition. We giggled a little more and it was just a great moment!

Ok, picture time. First a couple I found from my trip home that I just thought were great.


This is from the other day at work when for some random reason Tony the Tiger was roaming around Wal-Mart.


My new pretty blue bra....


Look, it has a pretty green on the inside...


A pair of colorful undies that I got.....