It kinda sucks when your just a bystander in a popular world.
I don't deal well with popularity scenes or cliques as they say. I've always sort of kept to myself and been a little bit private. And as much as I want to know other Hopefuls and SGs I find myself withdrawn because of the drama I have seen and experienced because of my efforts.
Sometimes I feel like an outcast because of this. I'm not really a part of the community as far as being invited to social stuff or even just a hey how ya doing from anybody. I know I shouldn't let this bother me and really it doesn't.
The part that irritates me is that people make it so obvious as to be hurtful. But then I think to myself what comes around goes around and karma will prevail.
And the true fact. Some people are just plain ugly inside and out covered by a pretty disguise.
That I am not and never will be.
I really don't know why I just sat here and put this in a blog. Fuck it, everyone is entitled to an opinion.