Where do I begin?
Current mood:
A lot has been going on in my life recently. My family has been going to the hospital way to much. My mother was admitted to the hospital about 2 weeks ago for an apparent OD on some pills she was taking (my mother has a substance abuse problem). She was found in the ladies restroom at Wal-Mart, passed out. Ambulance took her to the hospital where she was taken to ICU and remained for 2 days. Now most people would be shitting bricks if there mom was in the ICU, but when I was told, it didn't even bother me. I love my mom to death I do, but she has always been a disappointment to our whole family. She has been doing drugs way to long and she looks and sounds like she it 70 but shes only like 49. If she had been admitted to the hospital from something out of her control of course I would be concerned, but I honestly dont feel like I have a mom anymore anyways. She isn't the mom I grew up with and even if she is still alive in person, she is still dead to me inside.
My sister was admitted to the hospital last night from an apparent gall bladder infection. They also found that she has gall bladder stones and some growth on her liver too. My dad and I are like the only people in my family that doesn't have anything seriously wrong with them. I mean, you have my mom who is killing herself on a daily basis, my grandmother who only has like 20% of her lungs left, my grandfather who is having liver failure and some other problems, not to mention the triple bypass surgery he went thru, and my sister who is in the hospital now, but she has also OD'ed before from attempted suicide and had to have surgery on her jaw to remove a tumor. Why is my family so fucked up and I'm not?
I have a lot more going on in my life right now but I don't feel like typing out a HUGE journal nobody is going to read, ha.
O YEAH!
My birthday is in 9 days bitches! Buy me something from my WISHLIST!!!
ps. I broke my glasses this morning. I woke up and stepped on them... Can anyone recommend a place to get some stylish glasses?
Current mood:
A lot has been going on in my life recently. My family has been going to the hospital way to much. My mother was admitted to the hospital about 2 weeks ago for an apparent OD on some pills she was taking (my mother has a substance abuse problem). She was found in the ladies restroom at Wal-Mart, passed out. Ambulance took her to the hospital where she was taken to ICU and remained for 2 days. Now most people would be shitting bricks if there mom was in the ICU, but when I was told, it didn't even bother me. I love my mom to death I do, but she has always been a disappointment to our whole family. She has been doing drugs way to long and she looks and sounds like she it 70 but shes only like 49. If she had been admitted to the hospital from something out of her control of course I would be concerned, but I honestly dont feel like I have a mom anymore anyways. She isn't the mom I grew up with and even if she is still alive in person, she is still dead to me inside.
My sister was admitted to the hospital last night from an apparent gall bladder infection. They also found that she has gall bladder stones and some growth on her liver too. My dad and I are like the only people in my family that doesn't have anything seriously wrong with them. I mean, you have my mom who is killing herself on a daily basis, my grandmother who only has like 20% of her lungs left, my grandfather who is having liver failure and some other problems, not to mention the triple bypass surgery he went thru, and my sister who is in the hospital now, but she has also OD'ed before from attempted suicide and had to have surgery on her jaw to remove a tumor. Why is my family so fucked up and I'm not?
I have a lot more going on in my life right now but I don't feel like typing out a HUGE journal nobody is going to read, ha.
O YEAH!
My birthday is in 9 days bitches! Buy me something from my WISHLIST!!!
ps. I broke my glasses this morning. I woke up and stepped on them... Can anyone recommend a place to get some stylish glasses?
Sorry to hear about you stuff, it sounds like your mom and my mom are almost identical. Weird
About the glasses, I love EyeDare; it's at 16th and Guerrero in the Mission. Loads of killer frames!