sniggitysnags

I've actually gone out of the house the past 2 nights and it hasn't been so bad. I find it hard sometimes for myself to be social. I honestly think one major reason I do not go out is because I hate parking in this city and I am afraid of getting Towed or Booted. I also NEVER carry cash on me so parking lots are usually a no go with me. I guess I can try to shed that fear and try to make it out more often. I do stay home a lot but for some reason that doesn't bother me. I think that stems from where I grew up. Shitty neighborhoods where the only friends were asshole kids that ran around the neighborhood stealing chrome caps from cars, smoking weed and various other drugs and treating girls like shit/ trying to fuck everyone they saw. I never wanted to be a part of that crowd. As sad as it is, I still feel thats how most crowds still are, ha. And even though that was when I was younger, it still holds true today. I have met some decent people here though. I guess it wouldn't hurt to go out for drinks every once in awhile. I know I haven't been the most social with you guys in the past but if there are any get together's come this next year, maybe try to give me a call every now and then, its time I start making an effort to become social.