sneakypie

oh, nothing is any good if other people like it.

that's a quote from indie rock pete, of dieselsweeties. it was my most favored online comic, but recently scarygoround has overtaken it. i'm sure ds will rise to the top like so much cream, eventually.

now, indie rock pete is a tool, but sometimes i feel like he has a point. not so much with other people liking what you like, but definitely wanting what you want. like being a suicidegirl. the competition is rough and a half. i sent in my second set attempt [missy would have received it yesterday] and i felt really great about it. it's like i had gone a little while without looking at them, and i had forgotten just how good they really were. but now, i wait, and i worry. the sets going up lately have been kind of...ehhhh* but as pointed out on the hopefuls board, that's probably because they have a backlog. will mine be good enough? who knows, guess it doesn't help anything to worry about it right now.

but you know, i want to be on this site for the free panties. serious! maybe it was because i read piers anthony as a child, but pink panties are special to me. and i'm titillated by the idea that i could win some! also, i like doing pin-up. but i guess if this one gets rejected, i'll only try one more time before calling it quits for good. and if that's the case, then i'd probably leave the site alltogether, cuz otherwise i spend way too much time on here. already most of the photosets are becoming blase, i'm getting desensitized to the nudity.

so i'm not sure what the point of this post was, but hey, i'm alone for a few days [rhi's with her fam] so i'll probably be more introspective. and verbose.

oo ooo! almost forgot, last night i went out and caught bluegill for dinner! and it was delicious! i'll turn rhi and oster into seafood lovers yet.

*i feel so horrible saying this, i hope no Girls read it and wonder if i'm talking about them