"So let go, and jump in.. and just get in, its so amazing.. its alright, because there is beauty in a breakdown..."
I had the craziest dreams last night. I wanted to wake up, but it was like my shitty body wanted me to suffer through the dreams.
I woke up and I am in a horrible mood. I just want to lay here and cry, and also hit something. Really hard.
I can already tell that this is going to be a shitty day. Damnit.
I hate when I get into these fucking moods. And it seems like nobody can ever fucking fix them. I usually take it out on the girls and I am just a bitch to everyone, and whoever the lucky fucks that call me today, well they get an earful.
So dont call me. Unless you are Jason. But he is sick today, so that sucks.
God. I just feel like hitting someone. Something. HARD.
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Oh, by the way, I think that I am going to change my number again.
Okay, that is it, I will probably write more once someone pisses me off today.
I had the craziest dreams last night. I wanted to wake up, but it was like my shitty body wanted me to suffer through the dreams.
I woke up and I am in a horrible mood. I just want to lay here and cry, and also hit something. Really hard.
I can already tell that this is going to be a shitty day. Damnit.
I hate when I get into these fucking moods. And it seems like nobody can ever fucking fix them. I usually take it out on the girls and I am just a bitch to everyone, and whoever the lucky fucks that call me today, well they get an earful.
So dont call me. Unless you are Jason. But he is sick today, so that sucks.
God. I just feel like hitting someone. Something. HARD.
:[
Oh, by the way, I think that I am going to change my number again.
Okay, that is it, I will probably write more once someone pisses me off today.
I love you baby doll, and I will try to call you once I get home.
I haven't been home since yesterday.
Love you wifey