snakeplissken

My greatest flaw is that I get my hopes up about things entirely too much. I set myself up for defeat and sadness constantly when inevitability occurs and things don't work out the way I've hoped and dreamed they would. I don't think I want anything unreasonable out of life. Just to be comfortable in my own skin and to feel loved, but these things don't seem to want to come my way. Perhaps it's my own fault. I'm not sure. I thought that making drastic changes in my life and improving myself would change my destiny and the way I feel about myself, but it's just not happening. I really feel lost, sad, and lonely and I don't know what else I can do about it but give up.