I just wanted to say a few things. I havent posted a blog in a while.
Alabama sucks. There is a serious lack of nerd problem there. I was told I was going to be working like 50+ hours there and ended up working 30 hour weeks every 2 weeks or so. Ended up losing money on the whole deal. Some things are cheaper there though... which is kind of a bad thing as they just make some habits way easier and cheaper to keep up and a whole hell of a lot harder to kick. All in all, I'm kind of glad I went down. I lost financially but I did experience a different part of the country.
Single now. It kind of sucks. I had a little chunk of my life planned out and that all went down the shitter. The relationship I had was a decent one though. I think it helped me become a little more outgoing and helped me out with my appearence a bit. I'm still having a hard time getting over it. I don't know if I can manage to do the whole friend thing right now though since I'm still in a state of mind where I can't really believe that it's over and she's already moved on. I just don't see how it's going to be healthy for me to hear a girl that I'm still in love with tell me things for the sole purpose of upsetting me. Appology or not, I'm not ready to deal with it.
New Job. I got accepted as an Ironworker apprentice. Pay isn't too bad and from what I've heard I probably won't have a problem with any one boss that I have to deal with day in and day out. I can go from being an apprentice to becoming a journeyman in 3 to 4 years so that's pretty sweet. I think the thing that appeals to me most about this job is the fact that Ironworkers are needed everywhere. I can take a job in New York for a month, make some cash, then peace out and head down to Georgia for another month. I really don't like being stuck in the same place doing the exact same thing all the time. Growing up a carnie kid must have really had an impact on me.
That's all. I have a lot of things on my mind right now. It's pretty jumbled in there but I'm doing my best to make sense of everything that's going on right now. I'm ready to begin the process of starting over. Hopefully everything will turn out the way I want it to.
Alabama sucks. There is a serious lack of nerd problem there. I was told I was going to be working like 50+ hours there and ended up working 30 hour weeks every 2 weeks or so. Ended up losing money on the whole deal. Some things are cheaper there though... which is kind of a bad thing as they just make some habits way easier and cheaper to keep up and a whole hell of a lot harder to kick. All in all, I'm kind of glad I went down. I lost financially but I did experience a different part of the country.
Single now. It kind of sucks. I had a little chunk of my life planned out and that all went down the shitter. The relationship I had was a decent one though. I think it helped me become a little more outgoing and helped me out with my appearence a bit. I'm still having a hard time getting over it. I don't know if I can manage to do the whole friend thing right now though since I'm still in a state of mind where I can't really believe that it's over and she's already moved on. I just don't see how it's going to be healthy for me to hear a girl that I'm still in love with tell me things for the sole purpose of upsetting me. Appology or not, I'm not ready to deal with it.
New Job. I got accepted as an Ironworker apprentice. Pay isn't too bad and from what I've heard I probably won't have a problem with any one boss that I have to deal with day in and day out. I can go from being an apprentice to becoming a journeyman in 3 to 4 years so that's pretty sweet. I think the thing that appeals to me most about this job is the fact that Ironworkers are needed everywhere. I can take a job in New York for a month, make some cash, then peace out and head down to Georgia for another month. I really don't like being stuck in the same place doing the exact same thing all the time. Growing up a carnie kid must have really had an impact on me.
That's all. I have a lot of things on my mind right now. It's pretty jumbled in there but I'm doing my best to make sense of everything that's going on right now. I'm ready to begin the process of starting over. Hopefully everything will turn out the way I want it to.