I got you crawling up a mountain
Hanging round my neck
I got you twisted round my finger
Crawling round my legs
The emptiness
The craziness
Satisfy this hungriness
Darling
How would it feel?
If we sleep together
Will you like me better
If we come together
We'd go down forever
If we sleep together
Will I like you better
If we come together
Prove it now or never
Make me a pretty person
Make me feel like I belong
Make me hard and make me happy
Make me beautiful
--"Sleep Together" by Garbage
work...sleep...work...sleep...work...sleep...play
that's all i've boiled my weeks down to now
didn't go to prom...didn't get to meet Emylou
Otep is coming to town on tuesday and i can't go because i have work the next day very fucking early...i guess i could go but i know my limits and what makes me cranky...and no sleep is probably the one on the top of the list...
The new Gwen Stefani video is really cute..i wish i could have her wardrobe...
i got a lot of new incense and i loooove it...i love always burning incense to the point where everything smells like it when there is none being burned....just a little weird thing about me..
my internet is going really slow so i can watch myself type this..
....
i've been listening to a lot of garbage recently...but i haven't bought the new album yet..since there is no good music stores in my town after Wherehouse went out i don't have a place i go once a week to cd browse...i wanna get that and the new NiN CD...guess now i have to go to target....teh lame
i've been having painter's block...i can sketch in my sketchbook but when it comes to painting my mind and techniques flutter out the window...it gets annoying
...obsessed about
seeking revenge
for being trapped
in this body of wounds & regret...
--from "Sepsis" by Otep
i like putting lighters on the highest settings so there is a big fuckin flame coming up from it....it looks bad ass when you light your cigarette with one like that...oh! i got the neatest cheapest lighter at a Shell gas station...they are selling these lighters that have retro dice and pin up girls on them...i love mine
and it's only like $1.29....good times...
i hate how almost every band is coming out with crappier music after a break from it...some bands manage to just go on their marry way and still make good music...but some bands that were once good are now sucking the big one...i.e.: Green Day..Papa Roach..AFI ( but they have been sucking for about 5 years now)...the bands that i worship and grew up with i.e.: No Doubt and The Offspring...they have changed but if you understood the memebrs of each band you would know why...like No Doubt...yeah it's a lecture and when i usually get thru it everyone goes "oh ok that makes sense"......
ok maybe i'm a little slow on some things but i just downloaded a song by Rasputina...i've heard of her/them..for a few years...read about them in goth mags...but never heard the music...and i like it...i believe i will download more
and DAMN IT!!! Boys NEVER EVER call when they say they will.....i know i've said this a few gabizlioozcozcziillion times but i'm going to keep repeating it then hopefully the male genre will get it and then i can say he called woo woo!!!
that is all
Drivin' faster in my car.
Falling farther from just what we are.
Smoke a cigarette and lie some more.
These conversations kill.
Falling faster in my car.
Time to take her home,
her dizzy head is conscience laden.
Time to take a ride, it leaves today, no conversation.
Time to take her home her dizzy head is conscience laden.
Time to wait too long, to wait too long, to wait to long.
Too much walking, shoes worn thin.
Too much trippin and my souls worn thin.
Time to catch a ride it leaves today,
her name is what it means.
Too much walkin' shoes worn thin.
--"Big Empty" by Stone Temple Pilots
Hanging round my neck
I got you twisted round my finger
Crawling round my legs
The emptiness
The craziness
Satisfy this hungriness
Darling
How would it feel?
If we sleep together
Will you like me better
If we come together
We'd go down forever
If we sleep together
Will I like you better
If we come together
Prove it now or never
Make me a pretty person
Make me feel like I belong
Make me hard and make me happy
Make me beautiful
--"Sleep Together" by Garbage
work...sleep...work...sleep...work...sleep...play
that's all i've boiled my weeks down to now
didn't go to prom...didn't get to meet Emylou
Otep is coming to town on tuesday and i can't go because i have work the next day very fucking early...i guess i could go but i know my limits and what makes me cranky...and no sleep is probably the one on the top of the list...
The new Gwen Stefani video is really cute..i wish i could have her wardrobe...
i got a lot of new incense and i loooove it...i love always burning incense to the point where everything smells like it when there is none being burned....just a little weird thing about me..
my internet is going really slow so i can watch myself type this..
....
i've been listening to a lot of garbage recently...but i haven't bought the new album yet..since there is no good music stores in my town after Wherehouse went out i don't have a place i go once a week to cd browse...i wanna get that and the new NiN CD...guess now i have to go to target....teh lame
i've been having painter's block...i can sketch in my sketchbook but when it comes to painting my mind and techniques flutter out the window...it gets annoying
...obsessed about
seeking revenge
for being trapped
in this body of wounds & regret...
--from "Sepsis" by Otep
i like putting lighters on the highest settings so there is a big fuckin flame coming up from it....it looks bad ass when you light your cigarette with one like that...oh! i got the neatest cheapest lighter at a Shell gas station...they are selling these lighters that have retro dice and pin up girls on them...i love mine
and it's only like $1.29....good times...
i hate how almost every band is coming out with crappier music after a break from it...some bands manage to just go on their marry way and still make good music...but some bands that were once good are now sucking the big one...i.e.: Green Day..Papa Roach..AFI ( but they have been sucking for about 5 years now)...the bands that i worship and grew up with i.e.: No Doubt and The Offspring...they have changed but if you understood the memebrs of each band you would know why...like No Doubt...yeah it's a lecture and when i usually get thru it everyone goes "oh ok that makes sense"......
ok maybe i'm a little slow on some things but i just downloaded a song by Rasputina...i've heard of her/them..for a few years...read about them in goth mags...but never heard the music...and i like it...i believe i will download more
and DAMN IT!!! Boys NEVER EVER call when they say they will.....i know i've said this a few gabizlioozcozcziillion times but i'm going to keep repeating it then hopefully the male genre will get it and then i can say he called woo woo!!!
that is all
Drivin' faster in my car.
Falling farther from just what we are.
Smoke a cigarette and lie some more.
These conversations kill.
Falling faster in my car.
Time to take her home,
her dizzy head is conscience laden.
Time to take a ride, it leaves today, no conversation.
Time to take her home her dizzy head is conscience laden.
Time to wait too long, to wait too long, to wait to long.
Too much walking, shoes worn thin.
Too much trippin and my souls worn thin.
Time to catch a ride it leaves today,
her name is what it means.
Too much walkin' shoes worn thin.
--"Big Empty" by Stone Temple Pilots
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Alot of my favourite band have changed too; 'tallica changed dramatically, but I like what they've done. Slayer too. Don't get me started on Van Halen. A lot of other stuff I've just out grown, but I geuss that just happens over time as we change.