smurf

Like fragments of a broken mind
I splinter by my own design
The search is not a waste of time

What lays ahead you can not find for me

--"Long Way Home" by The Offspring

A few days ago I got to dragon kick a piece of a couch my stair-dad didn't want anymore...so i got to stab it with my knife and peel the fabric off...then took it out to his driveway where his friend Crossbow and I managed to fuck it up and chop it into tiny bits..but before the chopping began I got to dragon kick it.....yeah i know i've been playing too much Mortal Kombat...

I'm back at the club and it is boring! There has been like no one there...Luckily I've made a little money but not as much as you people think us strippers make...I've started getting firmer about my prices and rasing them a little more...Last night 2 guys cam in from Temecula and one of them is a member for here! I hope they drove home safely!

Hopefully by the end of the month I will have made enough to get another tattoo...At this rate I'm never going to move...But I'm starting another job as inventory chica at this dance company....$10 an hour and ever single check I get is going into the bank! I'm going to put checks in the bank and then the money I make at the club I can spend but if I make a lot I'm going to save it...

When I make enough I want to take a trip to L.A. and get my hair done by Aries because she needs money for her new lil' one.

Answer me these questions 3...
-Where do you live?
-Do you like where you live?
-Miracle whip or Mayonnaise?

And now I leave you with the song I am listening to right now that describes me to a tee..


Head over heals I've fit in before
Now I don't wanna do it no more
I've held it all in with blood on my face
Built it up man so bad you can taste
I don't slag no one
I don't even judge
Don't give a shit 'cause I'm not gonna budge
I just want to be who I want to be
Guess that's hard for others to see
I'm not a trendy asshole
I Do what I want
I Do what I feel like
I'm not a trendy asshole
Don't give a fuck
If it's good enough for you
Cause I am alive
Smash is the way you feel all alone
Like an outcast you're out on your own
Smash is the way you deal with your life
Like an outcast you're smashing your strife
Head over heels I've fit in before
Now I don't want to do it no more
I just want to be who I want to be
Guess that's hard for others to see
---"Smash" by The Offspring