My friends left this morning. Now I feel ill and sad. I dont get it. Nat and J were here a year ago and I didnt get sad when they left. I didnt cry when I left them the morning I moved either.
This time Timm came with her though, and I cried the minute they were out the door. I cried when he left for work the moring I moved too. And for three days after I got to Jersey. Ive NEVER cried when people leave or I leave and I know I wont see them in a long time.
Except when its Timm. Its so fucking weird I NEVER EVER miss people let alone cry about it. I dont know why it only happens with one particular person. It really bums me out though. Im not use to feeling this. . . . . missing someone like this.
I dont understand it. I just know im sad and all that can help right now is listening to music.
This time Timm came with her though, and I cried the minute they were out the door. I cried when he left for work the moring I moved too. And for three days after I got to Jersey. Ive NEVER cried when people leave or I leave and I know I wont see them in a long time.
Except when its Timm. Its so fucking weird I NEVER EVER miss people let alone cry about it. I dont know why it only happens with one particular person. It really bums me out though. Im not use to feeling this. . . . . missing someone like this.
I dont understand it. I just know im sad and all that can help right now is listening to music.
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ohcrapimdying:
are you a good bassist?
killingcupid:
try some postal service or portishead, then switch to some angry or fun stuff, you'll get over it, don't worry. just make some future plans.