So just wanted to write a blog to attempt to distract my mind. Since this early this morning my depression has been creeping up on me… now it’s past 5pm n I’m at a very depressed point right now. I’m very down. Could be bc I feel lonely. I haven’t had anyone to chat with all day. Chats help to distract my mind bc I’m depressed on a daily basis, but each day is different. Especially if I’m on my meds which I’m sorta not on. Not on purpose but bc I forget to take them sometimes. So I know it’s my own fault. Like o forgot to take them last night and I believe the night before but I def remember taking my meds like 3 nights ago. Being bipolar can suck. I won’t even share some of the negative thoughts that can pop into my head. But hey it’s after 5 which means I can smoke my bong. I hate the feeling of being so freaking sad. Really wish I had someone to chat with. Any kind of chat to be honest. Just want to distract my mind. I’m very tired of feeling this way. Well even tho I’m so sad I still love you all. ❤️
