sminks

aw, wow thanks for your comment I think that my going traveling earlier this year has put a lot f things into perspective for me and that's how i can be understanding about Stevie leaving. If i didn't know how awesome it was and know how much he'll be loving it right now then maybe i'd have begged him not to leave me too... to be honest it took everything in me to not say those words to him at any point... i've missed him sooooo much today! I think it may be have only just hit me that he's gone now... really really gone
he gave me a lot to be happy about in my life tho, even tho it makes me cry to even think about it... but hey ho... i'll live i'll come out stronger ad and i'm sure i'll see him again soon(ish)

anyway, how's 2009 treating you so far?