This has become really appropriate 
Catch me if I fall
I'm losing hold
I can't just carry on this way
And every time
I turn away
Lose another blind game
The idea of perfection holds me
Suddenly I see you change
Everything at once
The same
But the mountain never moves
Rape me like a child
Christened in blood
Painted like an unknown saint
There's...
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Catch me if I fall
I'm losing hold
I can't just carry on this way
And every time
I turn away
Lose another blind game
The idea of perfection holds me
Suddenly I see you change
Everything at once
The same
But the mountain never moves
Rape me like a child
Christened in blood
Painted like an unknown saint
There's...
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liz_marie1222:
No unfortunately she won't be back ever. She will visit hopefully though. She is going to school back home and has like 2-3 years of schooling left..so I don't see a comeback in the works. I wish she was though!
liz_marie1222:
BTW: I thoroughly enjoy reading the poems everytime I stop by.
morning scatters in and i am steady like a drug feeling out this
one
she wakes up smashed as hell and steadies her ass against the
rail
and bends before the pounding rain
she had the widest bright ideas all along about my love
and i need this fucking fix and i beg her
to pick from one of the billion ways to feel no...
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one
she wakes up smashed as hell and steadies her ass against the
rail
and bends before the pounding rain
she had the widest bright ideas all along about my love
and i need this fucking fix and i beg her
to pick from one of the billion ways to feel no...
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adoll:
I think I'm addicted to your journal.
Yes people tend to be a little close minded around these parts.....no culture. To tell you the truth I can't even offer you any good advice on stuff to do because I myself am struggling with fitting in.
And now I am moving back home to an even smaller town, but at least everyone there already knows I'm crazy!! If you ever need a buddy I would love to hear more of your writing.
Yes people tend to be a little close minded around these parts.....no culture. To tell you the truth I can't even offer you any good advice on stuff to do because I myself am struggling with fitting in.
And now I am moving back home to an even smaller town, but at least everyone there already knows I'm crazy!! If you ever need a buddy I would love to hear more of your writing.
She hits the blade with both hands high.
Downward is heavenward, and we are not alone.
Condensers on and the drop is found,
a fingertip trace says to me I can see you and you are wet.
A bed of dead leaves grace the ground,
a quick glance to the other side and we will not be found.
Symbionts in haste demand come close,
screams...
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Downward is heavenward, and we are not alone.
Condensers on and the drop is found,
a fingertip trace says to me I can see you and you are wet.
A bed of dead leaves grace the ground,
a quick glance to the other side and we will not be found.
Symbionts in haste demand come close,
screams...
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adoll:
you write pretty.
I'm sorry to hear your unhappy here in the tundra. You learn to appreciate a warm body a lot more in the winters though!
I'm sorry to hear your unhappy here in the tundra. You learn to appreciate a warm body a lot more in the winters though!
liz_marie1222:
I really like that.
Here you can be anything.
I think that scares you.
I've been here before but only by myself.
What giving up gives you and where giving up takes you.
I've had and I've been.
Here in center frame, there's only air.
Just enough space to fit.
I said it out loud over and over but what do I know.
I said it out loud but...
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I think that scares you.
I've been here before but only by myself.
What giving up gives you and where giving up takes you.
I've had and I've been.
Here in center frame, there's only air.
Just enough space to fit.
I said it out loud over and over but what do I know.
I said it out loud but...
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in time of daffodils(who know
the goal of living is to grow)
forgetting why,remember how
in time of lilacs who proclaim
the aim of waking is to dream,
remember so(forgetting seem)
in time of roses(who amaze
our now and here with paradise)
forgetting if,remember yes
in time of all sweet things beyond
whatever mind may comprehend,
remember seek(forgetting find)
and in a mystery to be...
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the goal of living is to grow)
forgetting why,remember how
in time of lilacs who proclaim
the aim of waking is to dream,
remember so(forgetting seem)
in time of roses(who amaze
our now and here with paradise)
forgetting if,remember yes
in time of all sweet things beyond
whatever mind may comprehend,
remember seek(forgetting find)
and in a mystery to be...
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watch the waves so far away
they're washing cross the paths that i have made
leaving all my sins i turn away
like soaring birds i watch my sorrows play
don't you know
i've left and gone away
you're knocking on the door i closed today
and everything looks brighter
the waves they just soothe my pain away
it felt so good to see the...
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they're washing cross the paths that i have made
leaving all my sins i turn away
like soaring birds i watch my sorrows play
don't you know
i've left and gone away
you're knocking on the door i closed today
and everything looks brighter
the waves they just soothe my pain away
it felt so good to see the...
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gee i like to think of dead it means nearer because deeper firmer
since darker than little round water at one end of the well it's
too cool to be crooked and it's too firm to be hard but it's sharp
and thick and it loves, every old thing falls in rosebugs and
jackknives and kittens and pennies they all sit there looking at
each...
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since darker than little round water at one end of the well it's
too cool to be crooked and it's too firm to be hard but it's sharp
and thick and it loves, every old thing falls in rosebugs and
jackknives and kittens and pennies they all sit there looking at
each...
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liz_marie1222:
Well there isn't much to do...so good luck 
smilesadly:
gee. Thanks?
so last night i told my wife i'm leaving this town, for real. She knew i was thinking about it but i don't think she believed it would actually happen.. But she's been gone from our home for 2 years. And she's all i've known for the past 8 years. so yeah, my mind is a little fucked up right now...
But she knew it...
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But she knew it...
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kayna:
you're too good for her and you know it
I'm thinking of a number between everything and two
she said you can find a space between my arms if you will stay
like if we ignore the system they'll just blink out and quickly go away
she said I'll keep all the signals that you send home to me
and I'll meet you back here on the ground
it's lift off, lift off again...
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she said you can find a space between my arms if you will stay
like if we ignore the system they'll just blink out and quickly go away
she said I'll keep all the signals that you send home to me
and I'll meet you back here on the ground
it's lift off, lift off again...
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junkllama:
don't think i don't see you! 
smilesadly:
well llama... now you can.... kinda?
This is for my only real friend? She's mad at me.. And I don't understand why... and christ, not like whom will read this anyway.. so I turn to the words of another:
"For Me This Is Heaven"
The first star I see may not be a star.
We can't do a thing but wait.
So let's wait for one more.
The time such clumsy...
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"For Me This Is Heaven"
The first star I see may not be a star.
We can't do a thing but wait.
So let's wait for one more.
The time such clumsy...
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