i feel like i should send a blog out cuz it has been a while but life has not been so great and other than being sick the last few weekends i am just living life as best as i can.
i get lonely lots and find it hard to hold onto my worth as a person. when most of my friendships and connections with people seem so superficial or merely online or at best fragile and new i get uneasy about security, purpose, etc. . my life has been so different this last year, better, but so very different and i am still uncertain where i stand with the new people ive met, no heart to heart friends.
then on another note, i need the gods of love and relationships to come near and send me some lady who would connect with me.
lastly, damn it is so freezing here in MN. just had to be said.
happy Feb. everyone
i get lonely lots and find it hard to hold onto my worth as a person. when most of my friendships and connections with people seem so superficial or merely online or at best fragile and new i get uneasy about security, purpose, etc. . my life has been so different this last year, better, but so very different and i am still uncertain where i stand with the new people ive met, no heart to heart friends.
then on another note, i need the gods of love and relationships to come near and send me some lady who would connect with me.
lastly, damn it is so freezing here in MN. just had to be said.
happy Feb. everyone
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Oh i figured it out.