smileawhile

feeling sad, emotional, and not pmsing? just when i thought all was improving.... life is so hard sometimes and yet how much is made difficult because we make it so? saw a film clip today about the new movie coming out at limited engagements across the country called The Bridge-if you get a chance to see the promo clip let me know what your reaction was. i am stunned, shaken and feel rather exposed and fragile, hummmm, why im not sure. just thinking out loud i guess. life is short, fleeting and so complex. it sucks when the only calls you get for the week are automated pharmacy messages that your med refills are ready..... hate that and hate more that i let that get to me. i like being able to talk about how i feel here and yet it also is rather sterile as i cant really know the people i am talking to/with. and when i think i know or am friends with someone do they really want to hear/care about what is going on in my life-really? i sometimes am not so sure they do. and what about all the things going on with them, isnt that more important? well, that is my mind at the moment and just felt i needed to put in down in print. thanks.