hey ladies and gentleman- hope you are ready to have a nice weekend. i am writing again cuz i just cant seem to snap out of this sadness. i keep feeling like im going to cry all the time. i try to identify the cause but mostly i am only able to note how i feel at the moment and that it has been going on all this week. i try not to say much to anyone because my family worries and my friends are so new i dont feel quite right opening up to them so much. work of course is off limits since half of the reason im messed up is cuz of the environment i work in-i know i know i should change jobs but its more complicated than that. i am glad though that i do feel comfortable just being when i am with my new friends but it is hard to push through the urge to shut down and build back up the walls. enough rambling-just needed to get some stuff out of my head and onto "paper" so thanks for all of you reading this for your time.
and yet another question of the day: if you could have dinner with 5 people living or dead who would they be and why would you pick each one in particular. have fun with this and take care, sweet dreams and lots of love.
and yet another question of the day: if you could have dinner with 5 people living or dead who would they be and why would you pick each one in particular. have fun with this and take care, sweet dreams and lots of love.